因为是你，所以我选择继续等…♥

这几天，我不知道自己怎么了~每个晚上总是忍不住掉眼泪~一直都好希望他现在就在我身边给我一个大大的拥抱，给我一个安慰。可是，他并不在~他去sabah才第二个星期，我就变这样~每天过着一样的生活，面对着一样的东西，我开始觉得闷了~
每晚都期待着你的电话。可是有时候等得很累，很累，却不敢去睡觉。因为害怕你打来，可是我没听到而错过跟你谈话的机会~ 可是，有时候等来的，只是你跟我说，今天会很迟，你先睡~每次听到你这样说，我还能说什么？“嗯”一声，结束了这短短几秒的通话。挂了电话后，眼泪又是这样不知觉的流下来。没有原因。只是觉得寂寞，觉得孤单。
昨天晚上，我一直坚持等你。即使我已经很累了，我还是坚持等你放工~电话一直拿在手上，害怕错过你的电话。一直等，一直等...到最后，你打来。“你说，你先睡吧~我到家了，明天再打给你。”已经第三次了。每次等到那么久，可是最后，只换来短短几秒的通话。有一次，你早回了。你说是你自己要走的~因为你的朋友在等你一起回，所以你就去跟manager说你朋友在等你一起回，所以要先走。你知道当我听到你这么说的时候，我的心痛了一下。
这两个星期，你没有因为我在家里苦苦等你电话而早回家。可你却因为朋友在等你而去跟manager说你要先走。这样，公平吗？怎么让我觉得，你的朋友比我还重要？每一次想到你，我都会哭~我不知道自己在哭什么。只是一直觉得在害怕。
我不是对你没信心，也不是对自己没信心。我是因为害怕那些等了很久，而到最后却得到不想得到的结果。一次又一次。那感觉，不好受。而这感觉，你会知道吗？知道等待是很辛苦的，很累人的。可是我还是等了。因为我等的人是你。因为是你，所以我选择继续等。
亲爱的，给我一点支持，给我一些安全感，给我一些安慰，好吗？我希望我做的选择是对的。我希望这段时间辛苦等待，换来的结果是我要的。这样，可以吗？给我一点信心，好吗？

3dαчs…

3 days. I'm going to post what was happened in this 3 days. From 20th April until now, 22th April. Hmmm... Actually nothing special. Everyday do the same thing again. My life is BORED without my bf beside me because NOBODY fetch me out anymore. *SAD*
Yesterday, I cried again. Suddenly miss my bf so much. I'm too free so keep think back those memories with him. I miss him badly. When he is here, I kept bully him when I felt bored. When he is here, I asked him to stay at home and don't go out. When he is here, I told him I want to eat Tom Yam when I felt hungry. When he is here, he will chat with me when I'm bored. When he is here, we always...
Now, he is not here. Nobody bring me to eat Tom Yam when I felt hungry. Nobody can let me bully anymore. Nobody chat with me when I'm bored. Nobody... It's too many things I can't do just because he is not here. Hmmm... Dear, I miss u badly!
for today, nothing special happened. So, nothing to share.

Huuuu... One day again.Today was my second day of 4th semester. Today's class start at 10.30am. HUMAN RELATIONS. But because of some reason, we don't have HR class in first two week. So, that means we only have 1 class which is MEETING AND EVENTS MANAGEMENT in tuesday. But just first 2 week. MEETING AND EVENTS MANAGEMENT class start at 1pm and finished at 2.30pm. Came early in the morning just for attend a 1 and half hour class. LOL.
Seriously, I'm DAMN free in this semester because my time table was super empty. A lot of time for me to do anything. But too bad, I have nothing to do at all. So, try to find out something in our college. Hmmmm...
Everyone asked me a same question since yesterday. "Cindy, are u diet? Why u look so slim?" My answer was, " Hmm... No, I'm now diet but kept fall sick this few month then make me slim until like this." Kept answer the same question this two day. Hmmm... Think about it. Should I be happy when people said that I'm getting slim? Hmmm... Maybe. But just hope that I won't get sick anymore.
Roxanne told me a sad thing today. she said that my BREAST become very smaller. Erk... I was like HUH?What? Really? Look at my B again and again. This is the bigger problem if I getting slim. My breast will become smaller when my body become slim. LOL... Breast a Breast! I didn't ask u to diet leh~  @@ Sad a!

Oh ya... Change my look today. I tie up my hair today. Look different. many of my friend was get shock when saw me today and asked me why I change look everyday. Change until can't recognize me. It's abit over la bro. I just tie up my hair la~ Okay?
Went to a job interview today. I joined them. Hope I can success. Money Money I need you. Work Hard Cindy Yap!!!

1sτ dαч οf мч 4τн sεмεsτεя ♥

It's Monday today. My first day of 4th semester. Class start at 2pm today. It's MEETING AND EVENTS MANAGEMENT. Our lecturer is Shaun Liew. Today he just explained us the SOW and told us what to do. Then class dismiss at 3pm.
Next class will be FRONT OFFICE.Lecturer is Ms. Muazah. She asked us to draw something to represent ourself.I draw a star to represent me. The reason why I draw a star is because I hope I can BRIGHT as a star. Can I?  Haha~ But I know I can! Just need to work harder!After that then class dismiss.
5pm. It's time to go back. SUB ZERO 70% sale! Go and walk around. Bought a black colour singlet and a white blazer. Then went to take bus.Reach home around 7.30pm. Had my dinner alone AGAIN and back to my room and online until now.
For today, college got a lot of students. I mean our juniors. There are a lot of them. College become like pasar. Noisy and noisy.  Although they are many of them, but I still miss my seniors (DCA'09 and DHM09) including my dear. Miss the time we having lunch together, shopping together, chit-chat together and etc.

原来在你心中我是这样的无理取闹~这样的没脑~

“我气到你哪里不开心吗？为什么你那么不爽我？我电话没有点也是我的错哦？现在不是我不想回去...是我不能回去...我回去了的话...我爸妈酱辛苦供我读书不是白费了？”

你的这封信息，让我知道了我的担心是多余的。你觉得我发脾气是因为你不回来？你觉得我发脾气是因为我怪你电话没电？你记得你跟我说过什么吗？你告诉我，今天早出早回~最迟的巴士到你们宿舍的只是到七点多。好~七点多~我等你就好了~不知道五点多还是六点多，你告诉我说你电话没电，等回到家才联络我~好~我等你~心想你很快就回家了~
六点半左右，我打给你跟你说我出去。你说好。八点了~心想你应该回到家了~可是却不敢打给你~因为怕你还没到家或在忙。一直等你打给我~你知道我看电话看了多少次吗？你知道我在等你的电话吗？你知道我担心你吗？可是等到你打来~已经十一点了~我有点气~是因为你没跟我说你miss了bus.而且，你下午的时候说，最后的一趟是七点多~
一直在那边傻傻担心，而你在那边跟朋友很开心地逛街~那些担心，最后却换来你对我说的这些话~你有想过我的感受吗？我为什么那么气？难道就因为你不回来吗？难道就因为你电话没电吗？你觉得我真的那么小气吗？生气就只是这些原因？
是，我是不希望你去sabah~但是我有脑的。我知道你是去工作，去学习~ 平时闹着你，说讨厌你去sabah什么的只是希望你会更想念我，希望你懂我在这边等你回来~你以为我是真的要你马上回来吗？你电话没电，联络不到我，我知道~我没怪你！更没说这是你的错！我不开心，是因为你答应我的东西你没做到！
朋友还不想回~又是朋友！去sabah也是因为朋友~那你为什么不跟他们说，我女朋友在等我电话，你马上就要回？为什么你不是因为我，然后留在kl而不去sabah?为什么？为什么因为朋友，所以你选择了去sabah？
我真的很失望~我不知道原来在你心中我是这样的无理取闹~这样的没脑~

мιΧ мιΧ мιΧ ♥

Hello~ I'm back now. Sorry because didn't post anything this few day. You know why? Because I have nothing to share and nothing special this few day. Everyday doing the same thing. Online, sleep, eat. Everyday repeat and repeat the same thing. I was bored with this life. Haizzz.
Tomorrow, college reopen le. Start from tomorrow, everything change. Alone take bus to college, lunch alone, shopping alone. I hope I can get use to it as soon as possible. I know I can! Tomorrow 2pm only got class but I still need to wake up early and go college early in the morning. What can I do for whole morning in college? Feel like wnat to eat steamboat leh. Hmmm. Steamboat alone? Then go for movie alone? I'm planning what to do in morning. LOL~
Oh ya. Checked my result few days ago. My CGPA drop to 2.18. So sad. What to do? Can't blame others. Sick make me can't attended classes and make my CGPA dropped. I hate it! Ya. Kept fall in sick this year. My weight loose too. Should I happy? I getting thin day by day because of sick. My money gone because need to visit Mr.Doctor. Stop those thing please. I don't want sick anymore. I want be healthy. But weight don't grow. That's enough. Haha.
This semester, MEETING AND EVENTS MANAGEMET, HUMAN RELATIONS MANAGEMENT AND SUPERVISION, FRONT OFFICE OPERATIONS, HOUSEKEEPING OPERATIONS and PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA. 5 subjects leh. I know I can handle it well. So, GAMBATEH! Hope I won't like last semester. Kept fall in sick and miss classes. Wish me good luck in this semester ba ^^
Another thing. Dear went to Sabah already 1 week. 19 weeks to go. This few day, my tears kept dropped when talk/ think of him. When I back home, my room was silence. No more dear's voice. No one talk to me when I'm bored. Nobody argue with me when I want to argue. Nobody cook for me when I feel hungry in midnight. Nobody help me prepare toothpaste and wait for me brush teeth together. Nobody waiting for me when I back from work. Nobody hug me when I say I'm cold. Nobody let me hug when I feel scare. I feel so lonely now. I need someone to accompany me. It's you, dear. I hope you just beside me everytime when I need you.

14042011 ♥

 

喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活 只差那个人就美满
快乐少一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单
没有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾
没有负担 原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换
快乐少一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒 我多孤单
快乐少一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

 

最近都在重复又重复の听这首歌曲，【一半】...歌词好有意思哦~足以形容现在的我~什么东西，都只剩一半~因为没人跟我分享~有没有想法，都只能写部落格整晚~听这首歌的时候，眼泪都会不知觉的掉下来~是因为我太寂寞，太孤单了吗？或许吧~

 

今天早上11点才起床。像平时一样，起床后就去洗刷~不一样的是，起床后，只有我一个人在房间，只有我一个人刷牙~从昨天就开始咳嗽一直到现在~谁也没什么睡好~早上吐痰的时候还发现到有血丝~吓了我一跳~打电话跟妈咪说我又生病了。结果，却被她骂了一顿~气的我直接挂电话！

然后躺回床上，打给dear。可是他没接电话，因为在工作~你知道吗？从他开始工作到现在，我们联络减少了~原因是他要忙工作~这一次，真的很希望他在我身边，可是，他不在~心里很想马上告诉他，可是他没接电话~最后，我不打算告诉他了~不要他担心~~突然觉得好无助~好彷徨~我，又想他了~很快，眼泪就流了出来~也很快的，我把眼泪檫干，然后上楼吃早餐~

吃完没多久，dear就打来了~他刚放工。现在在回家休息。等下晚上再去。这几天都是这样~dear一定很累，很辛苦吧？Dear上网知道我吐痰有血了~他也一直叫我看医生，吃药，喝水，休息~这些我都知道~我都会~问题是，我现在比较希望dear在我身边！我也知道这是不可能啦~

然后就跟dear一起玩boomz~他还故意输给我~哈哈~谢谢dear~ 我爱你 ♥ 没多久，dear就要去睡觉休息了~而我，继续玩game咯~睡不着，也没事做~我真的快闷死了啦~很快就到晚上了咯~吃了晚餐，吃药~然后就在楼下玩电脑一直到现在了~现在在等dear放工~哈哈

οяιεиτατιοи αρяιl 2011 ♥

Yeah~ Today was 1st day of orientation for April 2011. Woke up early in the morning and prepared everything then went to college by bus. Say Hi to all April'11 intake, my dear juniors ^^ I'm super excited to meet my juniors. Haha ^^
Reach college around 8.30am. Met 1 of my junior which know before she enter our college through facebook. She is a cute girl. She kept asking me some cute question but its good for her because she dare to ask when she don't understand. Keep it up girl! She told me that she was nervous and don't know what to do when enter college. But she did a good job today. I saw she met new friends! Its not that hard to talk with new friends right? They all are kind ^^
Orientation start at 9am. But actually nothing to help out. So I just kept walk around and see whether there got leng zai or leng lui. Haha~ Don't want to tell you guys. Go check out yourself. Oh ya, there are 2 people I saw when orientation. What I know about them are 1 of them is from Korea. His look even wear also very fashion! Haha~ Feel like want to make friend with them. Haha.
And I'm super hungry when orientation start because I didn't ate anything this morning. Hmm.. Drank a cup of hot lemon tea and ate a piece of sandwish when break time. After that, back to lecturer threater to continue the erientation again. around 1pm, it's lunch time. Went to Kim Gary ate Korean Mee ALONE!

Suddenly miss my dear again. Before he went to Sabah, we always having lunch at here because I LOVE the Korea Mee~ It's super delicious. But i can't fiinished it because its too much for me. Dear always help me finished those I can't finished! Haha~ Same for today. When the mee came, I just ate 2 scope and drank a little bit of teh water then felt full! I can't finished it again but this time, no one finished it for me. Wasted! I think I will going to waste more and more food until my dear come back from Sabah! Haha~ Since I can't fnished my food, so just asked for bill then back home.
When I steped out Times Square, it's raining! Oh no~ How am I going to back home leh? You joke with me, Golly! So went back to college to join them again! Now is GAME TIME! Playing game such as ice breaking. Its helped them to know more friends! I always like this type of game because we can know more new friends~ Haha~ Agree? Just say YES! hehe ^^
Then back to lecturer threater again. There are a briefing to new students to know more about college. They visited different place of college. What we did when they having briefing at other places? Ya~ It's time for us to play around! Just seniors~ Haha~ Alex, Song Chee and Andrew were acting. They acted as a translator. Andrew spoke english, Song Chee tranlate to Malay and Alex translate to Chinese and also Hokkien. Ya~ We recorded it~ But can't share it out~ Hehe XD
Next was time to juniors to measure their uniform. So we just wait in lecturer theater and watched movie. I forgot th movie's name.
It's already 5 someting. I went to find my friend to have a tea at Chatime! Always LOVE the Mocha Latte! Haha~ Then went to take bus around 6pm.
Reach home around 7.30pm then prepared to head out with Mice, Bai Ji, Tze Xiang and Potato. We went out to have our dinner. They were kind because they know I'm bored in dear's house so came and fetch me out~ Thanks ^^ Haha. We decided to eat Sushi King but there are too many people waiting there because it having promotion, RM2 per plate~ That's why so many people q up at outside of Sushi King.
So change place to eat. Kenny Roger Roaster. Order a spaghetti. Not bad but a bit spicy for me. I keep put the spaghetti into my mouth although I already full. At last, I vomited out all the spaghetti because of Bai Ji. He did something very nausea and cause me vomit! What I ate just now already vomit out!  After that, time to back home lo. It's bad if I back home late and make others wait me back and open door for me so they send me back early. Now, my voice was super man. I knew I'm getting sick again. Once a month! WTF!!!

12042011

Well, I'm going to post what was happened yesterday. I know that it's late but I don't care~ Just want to share it out. Now, I'm in my college, Berjaya University College of Hospitality. What am I doing here? Haha. Not going to tell you guys now. Stay tuned~
Yesterday, 12th April. I went back to Kajang because I felt bored at home and tomorrow(13th) there are orientation for new intake for my college. I'm going to join the orientation so have to go back to Kajang. Woke up 11am in the morning. It's late and I need to do all my homework. After finished homework and drive to grandmother's house to find my aunty. I can drive, but I don't have license >.< Mummy! I want get a license! 4pm bus. Reach Kajang its already 8pm.
When I reach home, put everything in room then went to eat. My dinner. I ate alone. Suddenly, I miss the moment when dear sat in front of me and enjoy our lunch/dinner together. I miss the time when dear beside me. After finished dinner, washed plate and back to my room. Cleaned the room, and play game a while then took bath.
Guess what was happened when I'm alone in my room. My tear dropped again. Reason? I don't know. Felt so lonely and I miss him again. Oh ya, in the bus, while I'm listening song, I miss him and my tear dropped.  And now I cried again. My mind was kept thinking of him. Can't stop. I was trying to stop my tears and I did it. Stop crying and think about dear. He don't want me cried. He don't hope to see me sad. So, SMILE! Ya, SMILE all the time, even I'm sad. Sadness will gone when I keep my SMILE!
Okay~ that's all for today. Bye my dear readers and stay tuned for my next post ya~ Hehe ^^

亲爱的，生日快乐 ♥♥

нαρρч вιяτнdαч мч dεαя ♥

 

亲爱的，生日快乐！ 

今天是你生日哦~很可惜，你人在sabah，而我不能陪在你身边陪你过生日~这是我们在一起后，你的第一个生日，可是我们却不能一起庆祝~这对我来说是一个遗憾~我真的很在意。不知道，你是怎么想呢？是不是也希望我陪你一起过呢？还是说，你在那边也过得很开心？

Dear,很抱歉昨晚webcam的时候，整个脸都是=( 的~ 我很想笑，可是笑不出~你知道吗？我昨天看到你，我哭了哦~只是都没让你看到~你说我在哭的时候，我也没承认~因为我不想你担心，不想你不开心~ 毕竟是你的生日嘛~想你开开心心地过~但是我想，没有我在你身边，开心也是有个极限吧？哈哈~昨晚，我很迟才睡~因为我睡不着~我哭了~是太想你了吗？或许吧~可是我知道不只是这个原因~我哭，是因为我突然觉得自己好寂寞~好孤单~ =(

今天是你开始工作的第一天~可怜的宝贝~生日还要工作~很庆幸我的生日往往都是假期~哈哈~做工要小心，要加油~不准你不吃东西，不准你不喝水，不准你不想我~还有，不管什么事，都要跟我报告~不要让我担心咯~知道吗？

你的生日礼物我是没有准备到啦~等你回来我在送你啦~Okay？其实也不知道你想要什么生日礼物。你还缺什么呢？我总是想不出~哈哈~还是你要告诉我，你想要什么生日礼物？礼物还没准备，那就先送你我自制的video先咯~这是我昨晚整晚没睡觉弄出来的~虽然很简单，但希望你喜欢~ 最后就祝你生日快乐咯~ 

我爱你~ακυ сιиτα ραdαмυ~ι ιоνε чоυ~私はあなたを愛して ~당신을 사랑합니다~

muacks ♥ 

*昨晚是我们在一起半年的纪念日哦~永远记得101010 ♥

 

终于这一天来临

终于这一天来临了！一直希望时间不要过那么快~一直希望这一天不要来临。可是，要面对的始终要面对~dear终于要去internship了~从昨晚通宵到现在，都没睡过~很想睡，可是睡不着~是因为不舍得吗？我不知道~我不知道这是什么心情~我不会形容~

Javin, Voneyn, Jane, Shanz, Ryan都来送机~四点半从dear的家里出发前往飞机场…（dear的爸爸载）一路上，我的手和dear的手都一直牵着~（突然想唱周杰伦的歌-----我想就这样牵着你的手不放开… 忘了歌名 ==”) 好啦~不说笑啦~认真点~到了飞机场，等时间过~在等待的这段时间，我们都在说笑话。说笑话是不想让沉重的心情都展现出来吗？或许吧~好努力的在说笑话~不过说真的，除了有点不舍得，其他什么感觉也没有~也没有想要哭~不知是不是已经接受了这事实。我知道就算哭，他也不会留下来。

7点了。Dear要进去了~就送他到这里吧~送了他去登入后，我们就离开了~去吃早餐然后回家睡觉~真的是超累的说~回家倒头就睡了~感觉有点怪怪的~一个人睡一张大床~感觉好寂寞~睡到12点多就起床了~刷牙洗脸，然后收拾东西准备回pahang咯~

现在，就是在回家的路上了~真的好无聊哦~之前dear总是陪着我坐巴士回pahang。现在，剩我一个人了~但是，我知道就算我一个人，我还是可以的~我会独立的~加油~

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给dear的话♥♥

dear,你终于去sabah了~我在这里一个人了~你的房间，我一个人睡~感觉这睡床特别宽大~哈哈~舒服~舒服~你在那边，要好好照顾自己哦~不要生病了，知道吗？还有啊~要学会怎么拒绝人，知道吗？say NO! 哈哈~要记得吃东西，要喝水~不准你忙到不吃东西，不喝水~还有，要每天跟我联络，要每时每刻都在想我~不准你因为忙而不想我~知道吗？要记得，在你家有我在等你回来哦~等你回来陪我过以后的日子~要平安回来哦~好吗？我会好好照顾自己的~不要担心我哦~最后，祝你好运咯~加油~加油~加油~

最后~

今天是跟dear的最后一天了~明天他就要去sabah了咯~今天一整天就只是在家~没事做~无聊到爆！只是在家上网，玩game。除了这些，我真的不知道我还能做什么！晚上，跟dear还有他的家人去吃晚餐咯~Pizzahut~hawaiian chicken & prawn king pizza.

说真的，我还是比较喜欢hawaiian chicken。prawn king pizza的味道对我来说有点恶心~

吃完就去21st Century~dear的妹妹在那边帮她的朋友庆祝生日~也帮dear庆祝生日~还有两天就是dear的生日了~ 可是，我却不能当天在他身边帮他庆祝。来说是个遗憾，因为这是我们在一起后，他的第一个生日，而我却不能在当天帮他庆祝~T.T 只好在今天，在他去sabah前为他庆祝。也没什么特别~只是送个蛋糕，让他吹蜡烛，许个愿望，然后切蛋糕了啦~

没多久就回家了啦~回家没睡觉，因为明天一早，就要送dear去机场了~

dεαя's fαяεωειι ραяτч @ τнε оρεяα sυиωαч ♥

It's 7th April. 2 days more, my dear will going to sabah for his internship. Dear's friends had a farewell party for him at The Opera, Sunway. It's a night club. This is the very 1st time dear went to club but not me. I don't like clubing actually. Hehe
Well,we gather at evon's house first then only outset to The Opera. We reach The Upera before 10pm because it's free before 10pm. After 10pm, RM38 for each guy. Free for ladies because it's LADIES NIGHT today! Whee~ How nice because I'm lady! Haha ^^ Okay.. Back to topic. It's quite bored because of live band. We can't enjoy at all. No feel to dance also. Live band from 10pm to 2am. Imaging the singer sing those soft song and make the atmosphere down when we enjoying the high song. How bad?
Because we can't enjoy the music, so drink at our table. 1 tower of Heineken. We finished it without an hours. Bought a Black Label. Finished it too. But I didn't drink the Black Label because I don't like it.
We plan to change place because The Opera was super bored. It's late so we just stay at Opera and continue drink our beer. Dear already drunk and he vomit. Ishhh. NAUSEA!!!
Finally, it's 2am and the Live Band was end and now, MUSIC ON! High atmosphere come back again. We were enjoying the music and dance. But good thing won't keep long. Suddenly, we heard someone use a mic and said, "SECURITY! SECURITY!" Then ping ping pang pang. I saw someone took the chair and threw it. Cups and bottle fly everywhere. All the ladies shout and run out from Opera. I was holding dear's hand and ask him run away. Go out from there. After went out only we know that people FIGHTING!  I hate that! We saw some people came out with blood. The blood was droping and the clothes was full with blood. So scary! I scare to see people fighting. Security run out to catch those people who fight. So excited. It's live show~~ So pity that some of them were innocent. They don't even knew what was happen then get hurt. Okay, feel gone. We don't feel like want to go in again. So went to nearest mamak to have a drink. Back home around 3 something. Reach home almost 4am.
Took a lots of photo today. Click ♥ to see photo.

Conclusion for today: 

First time dear went club but we went wrong place- The Opera. Why I say so? Because it's super bored! We don't want live band!!! Atmosphere not high as other club that I had went before. So, for me,NO MORE Opera...

sτεαмвоατ ♥♥ 06042011

今天，一早起来没什么事做~无聊到爆~sem break嘛~应该出去玩玩。可是，因为最近都很穷，所以只好呆在家咯~闷死了啦~不知是不是太无聊的关系~这几天都跟dear吵架~其实都只是一些小事~可是很快就没事了啦~
今天，dear算是真的很气吧~因为我说她...是啊~我是不喜欢啊~怎样？可是，我有做错什么吗?错的是谁，你知道的~我不多说~我知道我也是有错。我不应该一直强调这件事~那这件事，我道歉~可是，他那句话是什么意思？什么叫做ask her don be childish?好笑~是谁先开始的？如果她不时常对你动手动脚，这事会发生吗？好~我希望，一切现在就结束，我们不要再吵。我更希望她会做人一点~别人不喜欢，就请她不要再这么做~
今天的晚餐，我的最爱，steamboat！好吃好吃~谢谢dear带我去吃哦~我们的座位号码1314...意味着一生一世。是注定吗？上次跟你一起坐巴士也是1314哦~哈哈~

还有3天，你就要走咯~到时就没人带我去吃steamboat,逛pasar malam了~我不舒服的时候，没人在我身边提醒我吃药，带我去看医生...4个月+两个星期~这段时间，我会是怎么过呢？真的很不喜欢这种感觉~讨厌啊~~~

女人，男人 ♥

女人，如果有其他女生这样对你男朋友，你会怎样？别告诉我说，你没关系~大家都是女生~我们都知道那些感受~有那个女生可以看着别的女生对自己的男人动手动脚而视而不见？有哪个女生可以任由自己的男人帮别的女生那东西，而不是帮自己拿？你也是有男朋友的~你不想想我的感受，也请你想想你男朋友的感受好吗？没有一个男人可以忍受自己的女人与别的男人亲密！

男人，曾经很坦白的告诉你，我不喜欢她！我希望你们可以保持距离！可是，实话一句，你有吗？当她靠近你的时候，你知道怎么回避吗？我要你告诉她-

• 你有女朋友， 你的女朋友不喜欢你跟其他女生太好~即使是好朋友，也请她保持距离。
• 即使是好朋友，也不能要你帮他拿东西。因为你的手是要牵我的手，而不是帮其他女生那东西。因为你爱你的女朋友，所以你不希望她难过或吃醋。所以，请她离你远一点。
• 要拍照，不要只是跟你拍，这样，别人会误会。你只跟你爱的人拍照。其他女生，不可以，除非是团体合照。不要太靠近你，因为只有你的女人才可以靠近你。而她，只是普通朋友。
• 你的食物，只是跟你的女朋友分享，如果她想吃，请她自己拿一点，而不是你喂她。
• 如果她想喝水，请她自己去买。因为你的水，只能自己或女朋友喝。

男人，只是这几点，你可以做到吗？

05042011

 

刚拍的~素颜的我 ♥

今天很早就起床了咯~因为要去shopping啊~哈哈~起床后，就像平时那样，洗刷，然后就吃早餐咯~吃饱后就出去了~
去Times Square,dear要买formal衣。去之前，去check了我的bank account。突然多了两百五十~高兴到~哈哈~有钱买衣服咯~原本我只是陪他走走~可是看看下就很想买了~哈哈~然后去，college问关于我PTPTN的东西~原本说好每个semester PTPTN release的时候会给我们一百。可是，我一毛钱也没拿过~所以就去问问~college的人就叫我们到bank去问问~然后我们就去咯~可是却什么也check不到~算了~下次再问~然后就去maybank开户口~
开完户口就去sungai wang逛~买了famous amos的cookies。买饼干就用了一百多~再回times square因为dear要剪头发~我就去洗头咯~然后就去买subway和chatime然后就回家了~
今天真是大收获啊~哈哈~买了很多东西~也破产了~

• 两件formal衣，一黑一白，RM59.80
• 一件外套，RM69.90
• famous amos cookies，RM103
• 一包鱿鱼，RM15
• cooling pad, RM38
• subway, RM7.50
• chatime, RM6.90
• car park, RM8
• 内在美， RM39.90 + RM10
• 洗头，RM8
• contact lens, RM35

Total---RM391

还有4天，你就要去kk了。真的很不舍得你去那边~可是，我还能做什么呢？哭也哭过了，求也求过了~留也留过了~可是你还是坚持要去~我什么也做不到~到那天，我不知道我会不会去送你~我怕我会拉着你不放~我怕我会哭着不让你走~我怕，我又在你面前流眼泪~也有可能，我会做一些我想不到的事~最好不要再让我看到~

4τн αρяιl▶▶▶ вояεd dαч

今天很闷~没事情做。一早起来，就玩电脑。因为太无聊的关系，自己也做了一个video。自己是蛮喜欢的，里面是我和dear的照片，还播着我喜欢的歌曲----this i swear...
在这里跟大家分享下~希望你们也喜欢...

在我做这个video的过程，我的脑海里出现了好多画面~我们从朋友>你跟我表白>牵手>亲吻>一直到现在...这些画面一一出现在我的脑海里...还有五天，你就要去sabah internship了！我真的好不舍得你哦~去到那边，你要好好照顾自己，要记得吃东西，要喝水，要想我哦~还有，每一天，我们都要联络哦~不准你跟其他女生好！听到没？心里只可以想念我~还有你的家人！其他人，不准在你脑里出现！ 不要骗我！不要做一些我讨厌的事！Okay？ 

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click the ♥ to see the video

3яd αρяιl-- иιсε dαч

*英文不怎么好，所以这篇就用华语来写吧~哈哈~
今天很早就起床了咯~dear跟他的家人要去扫墓，清明嘛~而我，因为不敢一个人在家，所以也跟着去了啦。先是到semenyih去拜dear的太公和太婆，然后再去nilai的孝恩苑拜他的公公。
拜完后，dear的叔公就带我们去sungai ujong的club吃东西咯。东西还不错吃~但是服务就有待进步。不知是不是因为自己在读服务业的关系，最近对这些服务的事情总是特别敏感！哈哈~其实，也没资格说什么，因为自己也好不到哪里去~哈哈

 

dear 的 mixed grill

 

这是我的texas chicken chop

吃完后，在游泳池旁休息了一下，然后就去他叔叔的家。我快累死了~在车上一直睡觉。去到他叔叔的家，休息，没多久就回家了咯~

 蓝天白云

游泳池

游泳池旁的我

回到家原本打算冲好凉就睡觉。可是冲好凉后也没有很想睡。Gary来找我们去喝茶咯~顺便去吃晚餐~TomYam哦~哈哈~我的最爱~今天的TomYam特别好吃。不知道为什么~哈哈~吃完去Gary家那东西然后就去找永盛和庆祥喝茶。没多久就回家了~回到家，继续玩game，玩累了，也不知道几点才睡觉~

2иd αρяιl▶▶ αsτяо sταя qυιz

Woke up early in the morning to prepare for my Astro Star Quiz later. Actually I planed to wake up 5am but because of my phone, I woke up at 7.15am. Quickly wash face and brush tooth then change cloth and make up. Then wait for my friends and went to Astro Bukit Jalil.
Reach about 11++. There were super many people were waiting. My number was 0444. What a bad number?! Wait until 6pm only my turn. Wait for almost 7 hours, go in and sing only few seconds then came out! WTF! It's already 7pm, judge were went to lunch and 1 of my friend was still waiting although he is already in the room. His number is 0458. We waited him until 8++ only can back home.
Dear was unpatience because he already waited us since 4.30pm and he already promise his friends that both of us will join them to having dinner today. It's late but we still need to wait for another 1 hour. Haizzz... sorry dear for making you wait for so long time.
Went to Ampang to have our dinner with zhi jian, jun jie, shan, jing jing, evon, yung sheng, zi xiang and bai ji. It's a thailand food restaurant. The food was nice. I ate a lot but I vomit out all after finised my dinner. LOL
Then back home, took bath and slept. Today was super tired!

今天是你的生日哦~应该过得很开心吧？有她帮你庆祝生日~我祝你每天都那么开心，跟她永远在一起，永远幸福快乐~

1sτ αρяιl-sнояτ ρоsτ ♥

First day of April. It's April fool. Anyone get cheated by friends? I'm too lucky because no one was play a fool with me. Haha~
Hmmm.. Today was a bored day. Nothing to do at all. Oh ya! Tomorrow will be Astro Star Quiz and I will participate with my friends. So, went to set my hair for tomorrow~ After set my hair, took photo and print out. I haven choose what song I want to sing for the quiz. Haizzz... Back home after done everything.
Slept late today because choose song for tomorrow. At last, I have been choose a chinese song which sing by BY 2--我知道~ Wish me good luck tomorrow~ Nite world~

31τн мαясн▶▶ βυffετ ρяαсτιсαl εхαм ♥

 

curry laksa live stall

 

curry laksa mee~

 

ingredients of laksa

 

 

Yeah~ It's me again. Sorry for late update this post. It's already 3rd April but now only I'm going to post about my buffet exam.
Well, 31th March, my final practical exam. I was super excited. Today, I incharge of Curry Laksa at the live stall.Prepare everythings for my live stall. All tthe ingredients were prepared by DCA student.So, I just need to arrange all the ingredients and learn how to cook the curry mee. What I need to do was only blanch the mee then pour in the soup and put all the ingredients then done. How easy. Haha^^ I felt that I'm so lucky~~
12pm, buffet start and guests already came in. Dear also came today. But he didn't order curry laksa mee. Guests became more and more. Most of them also order laksa from me. I was busy with cooking the laksa mee to them. Haha~ Felt happy and excited. They Q up to take their laksa mee.
Finally,2.30pm. Buffet end and it's time for us to eat~ We ate all the food togather with our chef and Miss Shiam.Today also last day for Miss Shiam. Take group photo non stop and play togather. Fun and happy. After having our lunch, start to do cleaning. Then briefing. Overall not bad~ This is what chef and Miss Shiam said about us.
At last, Andrew give a flower to Miss Shiam and wished her all the best in her future. Then back home lo. Went to having dinner and play basketball at cheras. Then back home lo! Bath then sleep. Tired~~~
I became a professional chef of curry laksa mee~ Wakakaka... They call me as Aunty Laksa (what a stupid name?) LOL.. Anyway, I enjoyed today's job so much~ Whatever you want to call me~ Aunty Laksa...