Unwilling

Mood down since few days ago... Almost 1 week already... Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me now? Even myself also don't know why. Everyday doing the same things... Repeat repeat and REPEAT! How bored is my life now? NO IDEA!!
I cried few days continuously like raining everyday??? The mood is super down! I hate it! Hate the feeling! I hate everything now! I don't like my job, don't like the place! I'm so regret now! Tell me what to do... Teach me what to do... PLEASE!!!
Tears drop whenever talk to him, skype with him, bbm with him, chat with him and say goodbye to him. Whenever think of him, my tears are going to drop out. I miss him so much. I wanna stay by his side... I WANT HIM SO BADLY!!!

Intern Life

My intern life doesn't fun as before. Like... Everything change? The feel change... I don't know how to describe everything here. Seriously... I want to back KL so BADLY!!
I cried this few days... Without any reason.. I don't know what's the reason make my tears dropped. I really don't know. I felt so tired! Start to feel bored with everything here. I don't like this feeling.
Can I just stop everything here and go back KL NOW? Can I just stop my internship?
I told him... He asked me to be strong and everything will be fine. Just be strong. STRONG!! Ya.. Be strong... and I have 2 months to go.. Just 2 months left. Time is flying... Everything will over. Just stay STRONG!!!

Arghh!!

I was so angry this 2 days! Somethings happened and I hate it! I make me change my mind! I hate this! I hate to be here!

I hated this kind of arrangement! I hate this kind of of management! Seriously!! You can arrange people to any where you want and you can arrange anything as you like. Did you think of other people at the same time? Do they like it? Do they will comfortable with your arrangement?Did you think about that? 

Arghhh!!!! Really piss me off!!!

Next,

You, You, You and YOU! Seriously, I don't really like you attitude.

You, Ask you work, you pattern a lot!

You, ask you work, you do other thing!

You, Know how to say people but not yourself!

You, Talk more than work!

Arghhh!!!

Okay.. Now, everyone will do mistake. No one is perfect. I'm just a trainee here! When I did wrong, don't so surprise.. Okay... What you did doesn't mean I did before! I don't think you never did any mistake before! Everyone also learned from mistake! Okay?!

You guys spoiled my day!!!

13/2/12

今天很开心很开心...
他来了!!!
他来了!!!
哈哈~
他捧了一束玫瑰花来了...
这是我第一次收到花
你能想象我当时的开心吗？
我真的不知道要怎么形容...
反正就是很开心...
哈哈~
他原本要给我惊喜~
可是，
却失败了...
因为，
他来的时候我就站在酒店门口...
我看见他了...

有时候很讨厌自己...
讨厌自己为什么直觉那么准？
在他告诉我没来的时候，
我已经猜到他会来...
所以，
就没有惊喜了啊！
天啊！
可不可以就那么一次给我惊喜啊？
我不要这么准的直觉啊~~
这样就很没趣了啊！！

情人节 ？？？

还有三天就是情人节了...

今年的情人节，

我又要一个人过了吗？

有点很失落的感觉...

可是，

能怎么样呢？

谁叫我们分隔两地？

算了吧...

一个人就一个人吧~

也不是没试过一个人...

今年的情人节...

虽然是一个人...

可是，

没关系...

因为，

我会对自己很好的...

哈哈~

后天，13号，

我就check in进自己training的resort住了啊~

住两个晚上...

哈哈~

这么特别的节日，

当然要让自己好过点啊~

呵呵~

hmmm~

开心~

期待~

哈哈~

还有就是，

这两天啊~

不知怎么搞的...

总是没什么心情~

也不知道原因...

我到底是怎么了呢？？？

='(

Februay

二月了！！

还有两个月，

我就能回kl了！

时间过得真的真的超级快... 

我这几天想了很多东西...

“我要改变！！”

从外表，到内心，彻底的改变...

外表... 

我开始在留长发了...

短发了几年，

是时候做些改变了...

还有，

我又肥了啦！

要开始减肥了...

一个月之内，

要自己瘦最少3kg!!!

应该可以吧？

加油！

至于内心，

要怎么改呢？

我，

要更坚强，

更勇敢...

把坏习惯改掉...

做什么事情都好，

要三思...

要很努力...

很努力...

我在学习...

不断学习...

一直让自己改变...

让自己的生活更上一成楼...

我知道我一定可以的...

加油！！！！

Happy Chinese New Year ♥

Happy Chinese New Year to all my dear readers... Sorry for the late post about my Chinese New Year...
This year is the worst Chinese New Year for me...

Reason : I was working during Chinese New Year!!!

So sad... Chinese New Year I got NO angpau from anyone!!! I wanted to back home!!! I don't want to be here!!!  :'(

27 Jan, my family came to Cameron Highlands! And of course, I got my angpau finally!! :D Gamble with my cousin then went to Starbucks Cameron Highlands with my aunty, uncle, brother and cousin. 

The next day which is 28th Jan, I worked until 1pm then took bus back to KL... Go to dear's house. Got a big big angpau from his mother :D Thanks Aunty...

The next day, dear and I went to Port Dickson.. We had our honeymoon there... We stayed at Grand Lexis Port Dickson... Do nothing there. Just swim in the private pool. Back to KL the next day. 

That's how my Chinese New Year... Sad right? :'(