30 May 2010

我做了什么???(30-05-2010)


昨晚跟朋友去唱k哦~很开心~哈 哈哈~可是,到最后我却喝醉了~哈哈~跟他们玩“大话色”~输了要喝酒啦~哎哟~我一直输~一 下就喝完三瓶kampai~说真的,这酒很好喝~哈哈~甜甜的~我很喜欢~结果呢???吐到五颜六色哦~有点晕 晕了~醉了???有点啦~但是还是清醒的~还知道自己做什么~哈哈~3.++am...回家咯~回到 家...发生什么事???板门锁了~惨咯~拿出电话要打给朋友教他开门~拿出电话却按不 到><"swt
哈哈~原来他们还没睡啦~在客厅~听到我回来的声音,他们就开门给我了~虽然他们开了门,但我却没办法进门~在外面吐了~朋友快快把我拉进来,带我进家,问我为什么喝那么醉???哈哈~我也不想的啦~真的很不好意思要他们担心~进到家门,一句话也没说,就去冲凉换衣睡觉~可是不知为什么,突然有冲动要发信息给他,告诉他内心想的东西~我发给他了~也睡着了~第二天起身,看到到他回我的信息~他只说了四个字~“不要酱了”我能说什么???看到这信息,不知 为什么,我哭了~
我回复他,“对不起,喝太多,乱说话,不要介意~”说真的,其实我现在自己在想什么,我自己也不是很清楚~条件不错的追求者不是没有~但是不知为什么,总会犹豫不决~他在我心中,好像已经没人可以代替~他在我心中是最完美的人~我尝试接受其他人,可是却找不到我要的那种感觉~到最后还要伤了别人的心~但是那人应该觉得无所谓~因为他不是真心喜欢我的~他是playboy~现在还有一个,在考虑着要不要接受他~是觉得他还蛮不错的啦~哎哟!真的不知道自己想怎样啦!讨厌><

29 May 2010

Hope For Children(29-05-2010)


Today... Wake up 5.30am... Y wake up so early??? Because... Haha~ Help out to the Hope For Children event lo~~ 7.30 am reach ts...gather at starbuck... 8.00am-bus reach lo...lets go to our destination-serdang~~ erm....dun noe how long time we take until we reach our destination~ after that...waiting for something...an What thing???Haha~Wait for packing food for the children lo... Wow...Chef reach...Bring a lot of things... Need to STEAM the sausage o...haha~ and oso packed the food~ what is the food??? let me tell u all...haha~ 4 pieces of sausage and 2 pieces of muffin~ When steam the sausages,damn hot o... My hand oso can eat liao lo... I put my hand inside the hot water-----------Crazy== haha~ after steam...v all seperate the sausages...use HAND o...(v had wear the gloves la...dun worry~it's clean><) after seperate,gav the food to the children...they all r quite cute^^Love them so much... After help them seperate to children... OMG~help to serve food to VIP... Pack the fork,spoon,and knife... Help serve tea to VIP oso...haha~ After that,we ate something...nice... Get name card from the chef from Indonesia... He welcome us to his restaurant~ Weee><>< It's a very nice experience for us... and oso memorable... WE LOVE YOU~HOPE FOR CHILDREN~~

25 May 2010

25/5/2010


Weee...
A fun day going to pass...
Hehe^^
What I done today???
erm...
wake up early although 11am oni got class...Haha...STUPID!!!Can sleep late oso dun wan~ >.<"swt Went out at 8.30am 9.30 reach Times Square... Had my breakfast-NASI LEMAK^^---nice~ 10am went to college and start revised the note of recreation and something...haha~ today hav quiz a><>.<>

22 May 2010

should i be happy???


Today...
Juz now...
Something happen...
It's so supprise to me...
I received a message from someone that I really really really unbelieve...
Who is that???
Dun wan tell u all...
haha~
I was so supprise when received his message...
He asked me what i'm doing....
He askked me how am I?Gud???
i'm happy...
haha~
Thx coz still treat me as ur fren...^^

21 May 2010

lalala~



Haha~this few day what i done IS...
-wake up early in the morning...
-brush my tooth n take a fresh bath (it's very cold in the early morning)...
-having my breaksfast then go out to college...
-go 7-11 bought COFFEE...(coffee is my spiritual support><) -take train to collge...(the STUPID train is DAMN SLOW...jam...shit...late dy><) -reach college and enter to the class... -start learning...(actually what lecture talk i really dun noe...juz look at the notes n hope i can understand it) -break time-go eat wif my frenz~Cheryl,Lek Wong,and Dennis...
-after lunch,go back college study again...------------------
----haiz...boring a
-YEAH!!!END CLASS luuu...hahahahahahahaha------------------HAPPY^^
-where v go???nth to do...hahaha~v go sing k...eat sushi king...---------------NICE
-7pm-the time v going to say bye bye~haha~back home lo~------------------TIRED><> Yesterday my eyes suddenly turn red...What's wrong wif my eyes???-------------PAIN!!! T.T
Not enough sleep???
Erm...Maybe...haha~
Haiz...Tired this few day...

Tomorow saturday...
Haha~BACK HOME luuuu~--------HAPPY^^
MISS MY MUM'S COOKS...

18 May 2010

17/5/2010

Wow...Today i learned cutting in college(cut vegetables la...haha~not hair cutting o><)...haha~FUN!I like it~BUT...the chef asked us to remember the name of kinds of cutting...SHIT!!!I can't remember it la...Too many name there...(blur><)haha~Anyway...I enjoyed my class so much^^

13 May 2010

StresS


Today was the 1st day i join the eap class...the class start at 2pm but i enter 2.30pm...when i enter the class,what i feel was scared...either the lecture,the classmate...They all are very pro in english...Me?I'm poor in english...Our lecture asked us to write a sentence about kinds of pollutions IN GROUP...When they were discussed about it,seriously...i can't really understood what they say...In the moment,i have a feeling...I feel STRESS,STRESS,and STRESS!!!OMG~I wanna cry...My tears was in my eyes... Shit!NO NO NO!I'm not going to cry...
What can i do actually?I'm stress now...Who know me?What i'm going to do?I want improve my english...And now...what i think is about my essay...What can i write?Pollution...I HAVE NO IDEA...
STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!
Mummy come kl tomorow...I scare to c her actually...I dun noe how to face her...i dun noe ow to tell her that I hope I can learn the enlish class...But my parents were done too many things 4 me...And I use their money like water...Is't I'm wasting their money now?I dun hope that my mummy will feel disappointed of me...I hope they proud of me...I can do it?Can I trust myself?

10 May 2010

moody


看回我的之前写的东西,突然变得很没心情...突然好想他...
想念他所有东西...想起他,突然就很想哭...不知为什么?是因为我还爱他吗?
从我们分手到现在,我都把自己弄得很忙很忙...忙得我快喘不过气...真的很累很累...
我为什么要把自己搞得那么累?为了什么?因为我知道,只要我一有空,我就会胡思乱想!我会想起你...我就会哭...
现在的你过得好吗?一切还顺利吗?很想告诉你我心里的话...
我知道不管我做什么,你都不会回头了...我知道我们不可能了...我知道...所有的一切,我都知道...可是,不知为什么...心里就是很想发信息给你...很想找你...想听你声音...想见你...
每一天晚上,我都回发信息跟你说晚安!那是因为我怕有一天你会把我忘记...我打给你,是想听你的声音...问问你,最近过得好吗?一切还顺利吗?想知道你的近况...可是你不再接我的电话...不再回我的信息...
我怕一个人在家...那时因为我怕我会想起你...我怕孤单...我害怕寂寞...我害怕一个人...我害怕难过的时候没有人把肩膀借给我,让我哭,让我靠...
我真的很累了...要怎么做,才能让自己停止想念你?