Finally ♡

Finally, I got my place for internship. Time pass fast. Very fast. It's already end of the year and now already in the middle of month. My intern will start from 21 December 2011- 26 April 2010. I need to reach there on 20 December 2011 which is next Tuesday.

I'm going Cameron to have my internship for 4 months. I felt sad. I'm not willing to leave here. I don't wish to leave him. I scare. I scare once I leave him, he will forget me. I scare once I leave, we are nothing anymore. I scare I will lost him. I tried to persuade myself not be too close with him start from yesterday. I failed. I know I'm in love with him. I know I love him. 

I asked him,

will you come and find me? 

He said 

he will arrange time to come and find me.

I asked him,

after I go for intern, we will become nothing, right?

He said,

Don't think so much.

I asked him,

Do you love me?
He said,

Yes, he love me.

I asked,

Can we continue? Just like now. Don't want to break up even I go for intern.

He said,

Don't think so much. No one will know what will happened in future.