生日快乐

生日快乐，

我对自己说...

Convocation 081112

8.11.12 :-
A very meaningful day for me. Not only me but also student who had finished their study in Berjaya University College of Hospitality Management. It is the very FIRST convocation in my college. My seniors who had graduated earlier than us also joined us on this meaningful day.

No title :P

Sorry people... It has been a long time I never update my blog and now, I"M BACK!!! Sorry again for the late update..It's already November but now only I gonna update about my October life. Forgive me because I'm a lazy blogger.

Last day of September

Hello readers... I'm here again! Should post about my trip in Langkawi after a week Japan trip but I haven't get the photo yet so... Sorry~ Will post it once I get the photos~ Cheers ;) 

Today is the last day of September and Happy Mid Autumn Festival to all my readers! :) Any plan for today? Hmmm... I think I'm just staying at home and do nothing. Anyone wanna date me? hahaha :D
Hmmmm... Today is my last day of holiday. Gonna start my working life tomorrow! sad :'( No more freedom and time to spend with my friends. No more mahjong with my friends until 6am. Arghhh!

*I know I'm getting FAT!

Working life! A new life! I have to start everything all over again! It's different from last time! NO PLAY HARD BUT WORK HARDER! Ii hope everything will fine for me and of course I believe I can do it!

Last day in Japan

Last day in Japan and we gonna fly back to Malaysia today. Our flight is 4pm so we wake up earlier so that we can walk around for last time. Placed our luggage in the hotel and checked out from the hotel. Walk around the place and we went back to Osaka Castle to make coin for friends as souvenir. 

Day 6&7 back to Osaka

Day 6 in Japan. Went back to Osaka today.

In the room of Village Kyoto

Day 5 (Kyoto) 070912

Day 5 in Japan. We were in Kyoto and we went to lots of places today.

take bus again to our destination

Japan Trip day 4 (Kyoto)

The third day in Osaka had ended and we were now to Kyoto! :)
Wake up early and went to take train to Kyoto after our breakfast.

Japan Trip day 3 @ Osaka 050912

Hello readers... Continue with my Japan trip, day 3 in Osaka, Japan. Picture will tell everything because I'm lazy to type a long long post.

Again, wake up early in the morning and start our journey again in Osaka. It's our last day in Osaka and tomorrow we will depart to Kyoto :)

3rd day morning

Japan trip day 1 & 2 (Osaka)

Japan! The place that I wanted to go since long long long time ago and finally I got the chance to be there. Can you imagine how happy I am when I know I can go Japan with my bf and his family? Thanks to my dear boyfriend, Justin and his family. Thanks aunty uncle bring me there. Thanks daddy mummy allowed me to go Japan! muackssss ♥
This is my first time travel to oversea and also first time with my boyfriend and his family. Same as my dear. He said he never travel oversea with girlfriend before and I am the first one. So this is our first time travel oversea together with his family. Our flight to Japan was in the morning. I actually forgot the time >.< It took 6 hours to reach Japan from Malaysia. 6 hours in the flight I really don't know what to do. Sleep, eat, watch movie and play my iPad. Nothing else to do. lol.

In the flight.

September ♥

Oh ya~ It's September! This month is my holiday month :D Going to travel and play as much as I can.. Hehe... This month planned to go Japan and Langkawi. (I already came back from Japan actually.)
End my college life and gonna start another new life.. Gonna start work on next month. Wish me good luck >.< I miss my colleagues... I miss the time we spend together. But I know we have to face the truth. Time fly and we are growing. We have to learn. So, lets wait for my working life. I know I will enjoy it to the max! Good luck to myself :)
Gonna post about my Japan trip with my boy and his family. So, STAY TUNE ♥

Class Trip @ Asian Water Sport Village 22/8/12

Hello! I'm back!!! Gonna post the class trip that I went LAST MONTH with my beloved classmates. Sorry for the late post because I was so lazy to type and my bf actually using my lappie everyday. He is now off to work so I can use my lappie to update my blog.. Finally... Muahahahaha

Lena's Wedding ♥ 1402712

我的好姐妹，Lena终于结婚了！终于等到这一天，我的好朋友出嫁了！真的很开心，很兴奋！

前一天晚上就到她家去过夜啦~因为第二天要当姐妹 :) 晚上都没什么睡好...不知是太兴奋了还是睡不习惯~就是睡不着~

是我不努力

是啊！
我英文不好，
看英文片都不知道他在说什么！
我读书很差，
说什么读science?
鬼才会都不会相信!
是啊！
是我不好！
我不会想！
我笨！
我蠢！
我什么也比不上别人！
不比别人有钱，
不比别人漂亮，
不比别人聪明！
所以你可以看小我，
不理我的感受尽情地把我踩在脚底下！
都已经不聪明了，
还不努力读书！
都已经够丑了，
还要把自己弄更丑！
都已经比不上别人了！
却还什么都不做，
什么都不努力！
都已经够失败了，
为什么还要这样？

Thank you!!!

被人看不起的感觉真的很难受！ 我不喜欢这些感觉！ 因为我不是富有的家庭，所以就要被人看不起！因为被人看不起，觉得难受，所以这就是所谓的爱面子！我穷，所以没资格有这些感受！我穷，所以没资格做很多事情！
被人看不起，你知道那感受吗？你尝试过吗？你有过吗？被人看不起的时候心里会很难过，心会痛，会生气，会觉得不公平，会自卑！
因为你们都是在城市长大，因为你们都比我富有，所以你们都有资格看不起我！而我却没有资格生气，讨厌，伤心！因为我是乡下来的孩子！因为我不是城市长大的孩子！就因为这些，所以我就应该被你们看不起！就因为这些，所以在被别人看不起的时候我不能够说什么！如果我生气，我说出来，我反抗，那我就是爱面子！
所以我明白了！谢谢你们又让我上一课！我会永远记住！

Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh

Yeah~ Another trip with dear, Marco and Jackson to Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh last weekend. It's Friday! Wake up at 10.30am and prepared everything then depart to our destination! Again, he slept on my leg!

Melacca Trip

2 days 1 night trip to Malacca with my beloved boy and his friends + gf. I planned to go Malacca since long time ago but can't get to there. And now, FINALLY, I got to there! Haha..

Wake up early in the morning and prepared everything. Wait for dear's friend to come his house and drive to our destination, Malacca. Dear just slept in car along the way to Malacca. He always slept on my leg because he said it's very comfortable.

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It's last day of June now! Time flies and never stop. 2 months to go with my college life! I know I will miss the time when I study in college after I graduate. :'(
All right... Just a random post about this few days. FINALLY, I had done my business plan and I had already passed up to our lecturer! Hehe.. and sad thing, MID TERM on next week!! Feel like crying because I don't really know what I had studied in this semester so far. :'(

脑残

我不知道我怎么了...我是不是脑残？我不知道为什么会这样...我不知道我为什么哭...真的不知道...难道女人都是这样的吗？
听着歌，我哭了...眼泪就一直掉一直掉...怎么也停不了...我是不是傻了？

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Finally I am here again! I know I am a failed blogger because I am so lazy to type and don't know what to post. Nothing special happened this few weeks... I have nothing to say besides ASSIGNMENT & REPORT! Kill me please.I think share something happy is much more better than I keep saying ASSIGNMENT & REPORT.

给你的

你，

你今天跟别人说我的事情了，

对吗？

说了我，

200512

I was crying when I'm doing my internship report. It's not I don't know how to do. It's because I can't concentrate and my brain keep think of other thing when I'm doing my report!

♥

就这样...快9个月了吧？这段短时间，我们熬过了很多...我们面对了很多问题...但，我们都解决了...现在，我很开心，很幸福...有些人说，

180512

I'm here again!! Thinking to post my daily diary but you  know, I'm LAZY!!! So, forgive me not updating my blog everyday.

All right. It's my last semester in Berjaya UCH! Time flies until I don't even know what is the date! Now I realize it's already middle of May! It's already the second week of my last semester. 

This semester I have so many report to do! Internship  report, entrepreneurship assignment (3), Market Research Report (2/3), Workplace Communication... So busy right? I know. But, I will still do my best! It's already my last semester! So, don't give up!

Ya.. Last semester. After this I'm graduate. I should think of my future now. What I want actually? What should I do after graduate? I should start to think of that. Plan my future. What do I think now is find a job which is related with what I studied. Hospitality management. Probably will work in JW Marriott. I mean if possible. LOL. 

Oh ya! Almost forget to share a good news to you all. One of my best friend is getting marry next two month! Congratulation to my dear Lena ♥ I was so happy when heard of this news! It's really surprise me! It's a good time for us to gathering like before! I have so long time didn't see them! Miss them a lot ♥

*Sorry.. I only have the photo we took when highschool. hahahaha

May

Hello Readers :) It's now MAY!!! Oh my godness!!! Time flies.. It's already MAY...

Hehe... Last month, 25 April 2012, was my last day of internship. And finally, I had leaved the place that I not willing to stay long!! Can ou imagine how happy am I now? hohohoho :D Ya... I had finished my internship in Cameron Highlands Resort and now I'm back :) KL!!! ILY ♥

Since the day back to KL, I just eat and sleep... I'm now getting fatter and fatter.. sad  case... I have no idea how to diet because I'm hungry and feel like eating at ALL THE TIME! Korea food, Japanese food, steamboat, seafood, everything!!! Everything I want to eat like so badly!!! Can't stop eating... I think I should control myself not to eat so much... if not I'll bankrupt  and getting fat :(

Hmmm... it's midnight now... I should go to bed actually... But I can't sleep.. I don't know why.. Someone save me :(

First Love

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Translation
our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

Stupid Idiot Manager

Fuck!
You are just like a piece of shit!
You are STUPID! IDIOT!
I never seen a man who is so so so cheap like you!

Uncle!
How old are you?
No money!
No car!
No nothing!
What you did is just pissed me off!
You are just too much!
Too much for everything!

Do you know what is important?
Are you stupid?
Can you just do your work properly?
Can you just do what you need to do?

Fuck!
Hold my salary just because you don't have money?
Did you think of other?
Idiot!
Where is your brain?
Can you use your fucking brain and think?
If you don't have money,
please la...
Don't act gentlemen la!
You make me feel like vomit!
o0o

You think you very smart?
You think your work very perfect?
You think you very handsome?
You think everyone scare of you?
You think everyone like you?
SHIT you!

Work like shit!
Useless!
Idiot!
Stupid!
You got no brain!
And!
Shut your fucking mouth up!
Idiot!

坚强的理由

到底是为了什么？

到底在坚持些什么？

是想证明些什么吗？

怎么一直都是这样呢？

每次想要放弃的时候，

想到的，

就是当初经历的一切...

如果现在放弃，

不是很不值得吗？

真的应该坚持下去，

不是吗？

不应该放弃，

不是吗？

累了...

很累了...

可是，

还是要坚持下去...

为的到底是什么？

想过了吗？

觉得一切都是值得了吗？

值得的话，

就继续下去吧...

不应该放弃...

即使再艰难，

即使再辛苦...

也要坚持下去...

这是你对自己说过的...

一切都会好的...

会好的...

你对你自己说过的...

这一切，

值得的...

你对你自己说过的...

以前多艰难，

多难过，
都过了...
不是吗？
相信自己，
坚持下去好吗？
不要那么的懦弱...
要坚强...
他是你坚强的的理由...
加油...
我相信你可以的...

男人，你好 ♡

男人，你好。

你是不是发现你的她那么依赖你以后。
就觉得她离不开你了。
事实上离开你确实是一件很痛苦的事情。
但是痛苦不代表离不开。
一旦她下定了决心。
收拾好甜蜜的回忆和破碎的心。
踏上离开你的那条路。
她就不会回头了。


多年后。
她或许会感谢你一次又一次让她失望。
才能够让她那么决绝地离开你。
所以。
好好疼她吧。

男人，你好。
我想告诉你。
每一个女孩心里都有一个自卑的角落。
装着的都是对自己的不满。
而她对自己所有的不满都来自于你。
她希望在你面前做最好的自己。
所以麻烦你不要再去说一些“你好胖”之类的话。
让那个角落变成一个广场。


真正成熟的男人。
会用爱给自己的女孩自信和骄傲。
而不是这样半真半假却最伤人的取笑。

男人，你好。
你知道么。
当女人有了心爱的人以后。
整个世界都变了。
变得重色轻友。
变得爱撒娇。
变得在生病以后不再打给妈妈而打给你。


所以。
她难受的时候。
无论是身体难受还是心里难受。
无论难受的程度是轻微还是严重。
都请你温柔地安抚。
你的一枚微笑一句亲昵。
比什么都有用。

男人，你好。
你是不是觉得。
女生其实特矫情。
爱用写的文字
告诉你一些小情话小抱怨小愿望。
因为她们觉得这样。
或许你哪一天无聊的时候翻看。
能够感到即使只有一点点幸福的感觉。
其实她们是希望你们偶尔也像这样写给自己。


男人，你好。
你知道不知道。
女人一旦恋爱。
再独立的品种也会变得习惯依赖。
所以她才会有事没事打电话发短信给你。
你知道这意味着什么么？
疏离姐妹淘。
放弃红颜知己。
她的世界只剩下你。

男人，你好。
你知道女人最害怕听到什么么？
不是你生气时候说【分手吧】。
而是你满脸厌倦地说【你怎么这么烦】。
这是女人的死穴。
她已经说服过自己无数次。
她甚至告诉自己不要那么贱。
可是你曾经给她的热情和温柔。
已经让她忘记了怎么独立。

男人，你好。
你知道女人为什么那么容易冲动么？
你一气她为什么老是把分手挂在嘴上。
一旦吵架就能听见这句话。
她一定不是认真的。
所以你千万不要跟着说ok。
那样她一定会爱面子地选择痛苦。
她只是想听到你说你有多在乎。
她只是突然失去了信心。其实有时候。。离开是想要被挽留
请你一定要让她安心。


男人，你好。
你知道和你吵架以后。
她是抱着怎样的心情等待你的电话或是短信么？
她等待的并不是你的道歉。
就算是在电话里听着你的呼吸也好。
因为她怕。
就这样。
渐渐地。
我们会变得无话可说。

男人，你好。
你知不知道。
其实她要的不是一句又一句的【我爱你】。
说多了。
便廉价了。
无力了。
她要的是你偶尔细心一点。
让她知道。
其实你一直都牵挂着她。
没有忘记。
而不是老是拿那三个字当作最好的说辞把我们搪塞回去。

你了解我吗？

你了解我吗？
你了解射手座吗？


【射手座】

*11月23-12月21日*


射手座的人总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，
她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。
她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。
她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，
她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人


常常听到别人说射手很花心，其实射手骨子里是一个对感情极其认真的人，
他们可以爱一个人很久很久，即便是身边常常围绕着许多的异性朋友。
当然最重要的是，和射手座的人在一起很舒服，
因为他们不会强迫你去做某件不情愿做的事情，也常常把顺其自然当作人生的信条。


射手座看起来那么大剌剌的，很难想象是个聪明的人，
其实射手座很两极化，有时很聪明，有时却又像个250傻不隆咚的，
其实这都要看情况，他高兴就跟你好，不开心懒也懒的理人


最让人爱的地方和最让人担心的地方就是天真。虽然具有哲思，
可太过善良和轻易相信别人的性格很容易被人宰割。
ta认为，世界就是自己看到的那样。黑就是黑，白就是白。想法太直接。
射手是傻人有傻福，无知者无畏，大步的前行，福很容易到。
所以射手必须有人保护或历经沧桑才能立足。


说射手座花心真的很不公平，
说射手喜欢玩感情游戏更是大错特错，
说射手分不清楚友情和爱情简直荒谬。
在他们内心正爱只有一个，一旦爱上，嘴上花，心里却处处为心爱的人着想，
对自己的另一半绝对忠诚，绝对负责！
他们也会给对方同样程度的信任。如果你欺骗他们，那对他们造成的伤害可想而知。


其实射手座女孩都很敏感，看似什么都不计较，不细心，
其实是因为她们在包容你，所以她会假装什么都不知道。
其实射手座女孩都很硬撑，即使一百个委屈，都习惯用自己的方式，独自一人承担；
真正痛苦的时候，其实没人看得见


当你与他相处一周后，你就应该对他的脾气了解得一清二楚了。
直率、开朗、没有心机的他，总是很轻易把他的喜恶表现出来。
他有一种光明，令人感觉生趣盎然的特质，善良而富有同情心。
当他多愁善感的时侯，他需要你温暖的臂膀，而当你沮丧时，他又能感染你的乐观气质。
因为，他是射手座！


其实感情里的射手座，很像一个小孩。
一切都是那么简单，简单到其他人把他们复杂化。
偶尔耍下小脾气故意不回短信，有时又像个大人似的哄到你心花怒放。
这是一个大多数只懂付出不懂获取的星座。
无论怎么样，他依然会设身处地地为人着想，全因在乎你。
请善待每一个射手座。


射手座, 绝对是最有魅力的星座。不太勤奋，可却有过人的智慧，和超强判断力。
射手平常看起来对感情有点花心，可是那是因为射手的认真，对自己感情的负责。
射手不会同时把感情付出给几个人。他只会不断的寻找属于自己的那个。
体贴细心，婚后对感情的专一，也是独具魅力的


【如果你也爱射手座】
射手总会喜新厌旧，但一旦爱上一个人，
TA们便会深深投入，不去计较最后得到什么；射手善良，
TA们很容易相信你所说的话，无条件的相信你；
射手很口是心非，时常说的和想的不一样，
也许TA很想你，可还是克制自己，等你先发信息给TA；
如果爱射手座，TA们希望让全世界知道你最爱TA。


射手喜欢不迟到的人，
喜欢不说谎的人，
喜欢有真性情的人，
喜欢沉默说话适可而止的人，
喜欢说出的话与行动相符的人，
喜欢内心温柔和有想象力的人，
喜欢对一切持有善意而又有力的人，
喜欢内心有价值观的人，
喜欢容易付出容易受伤容易复原的人，
喜欢相信爱和实践爱的人~~~
对，这就是真性情的射手座！


射手座可能在一生中会花很多时间去想一件事，我到底爱谁，他
们根本是个感情糊涂虫，弄不懂自己的想法。
最悲惨是，射手也没处询问，以他们一贯大大咧咧，寻花问柳的态度，
周围的朋友也不知道他们真实的想法，
看来射手座如果想知道自己正爱着谁，
就只剩去占卜一条路了


忘记一个人，并非不再想起，而是偶尔想起，心中却不再有波澜。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
每个人的电话本里，都会有那么一个你永远不会打，也永远不会删的号码；
每个人的心里，都会有那么一个你永远不会提，也永远不会忘的人。


其实射手座很想勇敢起来。
可没自信 太过善良 对爱情就是一根筋 什么事都为别人着想 常常忽略了自己 不记仇
觉得一切都是美好的 即使并非如此也相信一切都会好起来
外表傻乎乎 其实很有自己的想法 可是找不到合适的机会表现出来
总是一味迁就别人 总是到最后 才发现受伤是自己。总是勇敢得这么无力。


射手座的热情和开放一切只因想要掩饰内心的痛苦和难受，
因为自尊，面子。射手不想被人家嘲笑，
因为性格好强，又自我为中心。所以有时候宁愿自己把最好的一面呈现出来，
让人家看见射手最光鲜最美的一面。
如果你接触了射手座的人，你会深深体会到ta的真诚和侠义。
射手座的骨子里面透露的是一股正义


最知道如何装傻充愣的星座：
射手座的人常常会故做活泼大方状，
即使心里不太高兴，但是嘴巴一定说：“没关系，我不介意!”，
其实心里已经在钻牛角尖了，他的外表跟内在是不一致的!
上升射手的人属于健康阳光型，从他的外表看不出他正在做什么事情，
即使他是从事非法勾当，但是他给人就是一副正派的样子。


射手座很少会去怀疑自己的另一半，
但当知道另一半背叛自己了会立即离开ta。
别人如果ta们问起感情问题，
射手座不会扭捏，会用一种很诙谐的方式去说一件很受伤的事情。是
个乐观的孩子。相处起来很轻松。
但有些射手座内心也有一点阴暗的倾向，ta们和很希望身边的朋友能听自己诉说心生。


这个冬天，大量行星在你的宫位上运动给你带来了诱人的约会，
这让你的生活繁花似锦。但是你的犹豫不决，
可能会要你忽略了已经在你身边的好姻缘。
你比以往更耽于声色，倾向于放慢爱的脚步以便于享受每个过程。
微小的表达爱意，也许是最浪漫的释放。抱抱自己喜欢的人就是幸福的。


每一个外表看似很开朗的射手座，
你知道他们背后不为人知的一面么？不
得不说，射手太会伪装了，但这并不是他们虚伪，
只是他们太过于脆弱，他们很要强，他们不需要什么狗屁同情，
比起他们，说射手虚伪的人才是真正的虚伪.


射手其实是一个很恋旧的人,例如一首喜欢的歌曲也可以重复的听了好几年.
别看射手座平时笑嘻嘻看似无忧无虑,当Ta们一个人独处的时候却又显得很容易感伤.
射手害怕独处害怕孤单,泪腺发达却只会夜深人静的时间躲在角落偷偷流泪,
擦干眼泪又是笑脸嘻嘻的面对.射手都是善良又不记恨往事的孩子


射手座华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。
表面乐观内心忧虑。拒绝低俗，崇尚高雅。
他们的梦想是必须建立在现实基础上的。
射手座的爱，是充满泪水的，他们对爱情有着理想化的倾向，但一旦爱上就毫无保留。


凡是射手，
几乎都酷爱自由，不自由毋宁死也。
特立独行者看似自由，但射手座又希望被人接受，因此还是会觉得不自由。
这个矛盾很困扰他。拒绝束缚，向往自由，
明白自己的理想和人生目标，有计划地行动，有很强的个性。
对细微末节的小事能够明察秋毫，同时又具有豁达的包容力，
在群体中容易成为领导者。


如果射手女拖你陪她去玩高空弹跳的时候你跪地哭求“娘子“我怕怕”的话，射手女立马翻脸。做射手女的另一半，最好要是经得起风浪，扛得起打击，并且永远保持乐观积极，奋勇向前，笑起来如阳光灿烂的无敌勇者，对于射手女来说，懦弱是可耻的。


射手座独立，也坚强；他宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意跟任何人提起；
但其实骨子里,渴望有一个避风港湾，让他去依靠，
但是他必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受他的撒娇，
他的无理取闹的缺乏安全感，
他的倔强，他的悲观，他所有的性格缺陷，且永远不离不弃,只有这样，他才放心。


朗又乐观的射手座是众人的开心果，(
加上常常不计形象的恶搞演出让大家爱死你了，
不喜欢做作，硬是要你变的端庄娴熟也不可能，请继续保持这种自然的特色,
继续重口味 - -


射手对恋人正面的批评很反感，甚至是恼怒。
尽管他们自己知道自己做的不妥，有缺点。
并不是不愿意听恋人的劝告，
因为那些批评的语言会让他们觉得对方是在羞辱自己，
这一点射手是决不接受的！
如果对方以一种开玩笑的语气讲他们的缺点，
他们会更乐意接受并且在内心感激恋人的包容


其实射手座的不论男女都很招人喜欢的，
当时还有朋友给我说喜欢射手座的女孩一定不能小心眼儿，
要不吃醋都吃不完呵呵~
不过射手座对待爱情最大的优点就是他/她真心爱上一个人的话会全身心地去爱，
对待爱情很忠贞的，对另一半也很坦诚的。我觉得这应该是射手座的普遍优点吧


【射手座的人】
1、总有一种被忽视的感觉；
2、偶尔会有种想消失的念头；
3、不喜欢等待，却总是等待；
4、总会把事情想得很长久；
5、心事放在心底；
6、不喜欢一个人逛街；
7、一点点事就胡思乱想；
8、自己走路会很快；
9、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感~~~
射手座的你，是这样吗？


如果你接触了射手座的人，你会深深体会到射手座的真诚和侠义。
因为射手座的骨子里面透露的是一股正义，只要见到不平之事，
就会学梁山好汉那样，路见不平拔刀相助，该出手时就出手。
为了义气，射手绝对会为朋友两肋插刀的人


看完后，
你对射手有进一步的认识了吗？

Do you really know?

Do you really know what kind of people I am?
My attitude
My favourite
My hobby
My thought
My everything..u don't know,

Do you really know?
If you don't know,
Please ask...
I'll tell...

Photo Shooting

我很爱拍照...一直想着有一天可以像很多朋友那样，可以被一些photographer shoot...
之前是认识了蛮多photographer...一直说要shooting...可是到最后也只是说说...
现在，我终于有这个机会了...在我resort做工的一个room attendant是为摄影师...他并不是什么专业摄影师...还是初学者...那天，我找他为我拍照...那是我第一次shooting...他还答应我会带我去ipoh跟他朋友们一起shooting...找我做他们的模特儿...说真的，当时我很高兴...因为，这是我的愿望...
星期日那天，终于有这个机会了...我跟着他去了Ipoh shooting...一去到...才知道有很多photographer...大概有10位吧...我超级兴奋...迫不及待要开始拍照...
去到拍摄地点后，就开始了shooting...一直拍拍拍...我真的很开心...很开心...他们都很好...不会看不起华人...他们知道我第一次拍...对我都很有耐性...他们只是叫我自然就好...不要做作就可以了...要享受...最让我觉得好笑的是，有两个photographer唱反调...一个叫我笑，另一个叫我不要笑...弄到我也不知道该怎么做...哈哈...

我们都尝试了不同的拍摄方式和地点...最最最危险的是，我们竟然趁着红灯的时候，站在马路中间拍...当时我真的是超级害怕...但是，很好玩...哈哈...

还有在草地的...我很喜欢...

还有一些很自然的时候

还有还有...在火车站拍的

最后... GROUP PHOTO...超喜欢的

累

今天，
很累很累...
早上6点就起身了...
原本今天是offday的...
可是因为F&B很忙，
所以要去帮忙了咯...
Haizz...
明天也一样...
今天是我来cameron这么久以来，
最早起身去做工的一天...
:(
真的会很累...

还有，
亲爱的，
对不起...
我知道你担心我...
可是，
我真的不是故意不听电话...
我的电话没电了...
今天也忙了一整天...
我其实很累...
很想快点回家休息...
可是没办法...
因为工作...
真的很对不起...
我爱你...

HR Department

I'm sorry... Long time didn't update about my intern life here. Hehe.. Time flies... And now, I'm in HR department!!! Before I was in Front Office.
Guest what? I'm so happy because FINALLY I left Front Office!!! Why do I say so? It is because I don't really like front office! Reason??? Er...Because of certain reason make me don't like it. I mean the management and some of the arrangement. The way they treat trainee, I don't really like it! Seriously! I have been cried for few times when I was in Front Office Department! and because of that, I was not willing to come back here again! I wanna stay in KL so badly! But.. Actually the front desk staffs are quick nice and fun. I did had fun with them.
And now, I'm in my last department- Human Resources. First day worked, nothing to do.I was bored like hell! Second day, busy like hell.. I need to prepare the accommodation to new staff before they coming in.. Get the utility bill from TNB and JPA. Helped in front office and housekeeping because they were busy. Then brought the new staff to her hostel and briefed her about shuttle schedule and others things. Then meeting regarding 5 stars award.
Today is my third day in HR department. When I reached resort this morning, my manager asked me to help F&B because they have no enough staff to work for breakfast and they are busy today. I have no choice :( It's my first time in F&B department here. Luckily I did learned some service skill when I was in my college :D So, I manage to serve it in right way. But what I do is only serve coffee and tea. Haha. After breakfast time, my GM said I can back to HR. I went to kitchen and the chef cooked some breakfast for me! Hehe.. Thank you Chef Lxxxg.. ;) HR nothing to do!!! Very bored a!! I'm now sitting in office playing facebook and update my blog!! Haha :D

分离
真的很需要很大的勇气
arghhh!!!
我不要回去cameron啊！！
我想一直一直在他身边
:'(
baby baby
我很想念你啊!!
时间快快过好吗？
我很想快点回去啊!!!

朋友

真的好想问一句...
你好吗？
你看起来很不开心...
怎么了吗？
是不是发生什么事情了呢？

虽然，
我知道你很讨厌我...
但是，
我真心把你当朋友...
真的...
即使你很讨厌我...
我还是希望你过得很好...
加油 :)

人就是那么犯贱

我说人就是犯贱的...
越得不到的东西，
越想得到...
明明不应该知道的东西，
却会寻根究底的，
把事情的来龙去脉，
把所有的东西都弄清楚...
即使，
明明清楚知道，
知道后或许会很难过很痛苦...
但就是很犯贱的，
去看个究竟...

我承认我很犯贱...
我的好奇心很强...
不管什么事，
我都会去查个究竟，
看个清楚...
我会对过去的事情很好奇...
我会对未来很好奇...
很多时候，
是我让我自己难过了...
是我让我自己不开心了...
是我让我自己难受了...

举个例子说...
我明明知道选择这条路，
会失去很多...
但我还是选择了...
很犯贱，
对吗？

很多时候，
人犯贱都是为自己好...
只想到自己...
人犯贱，
也是因为好奇心强...
什么都想知道...

犯贱，
不一定是坏事...
知道为什么吗？
因为我的犯贱，
我成功了...
因为我的犯贱，
我现在都过得很开心...
因为我的犯贱，
我学习到了很多...
因为我的犯贱，
我知道自己的耐力...
因为我的犯贱，
我看到了很多东西...

IGNORE!!!

I HATE MYSELF WHEN YOU IGNORE ME!
I HATE THE FEELING!
I HATE EVERYTHING HAPPENED ON ME RIGHT NOW!
DON'T YOU KNOW THAT?
THINK OF ME, PLEASE...

DON'T IGNORE ME WHEN I NEED YOU...
DON'T IGNOE ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU...
DON'T IGNORE ME WHEN I'M NOT BESIDE OF YOU...

I NEED YOU NOW...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO I AN TALK TO...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTAND ME...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOW MY FEELING RIGHT NOW...

Unwilling

Mood down since few days ago... Almost 1 week already... Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me now? Even myself also don't know why. Everyday doing the same things... Repeat repeat and REPEAT! How bored is my life now? NO IDEA!!
I cried few days continuously like raining everyday??? The mood is super down! I hate it! Hate the feeling! I hate everything now! I don't like my job, don't like the place! I'm so regret now! Tell me what to do... Teach me what to do... PLEASE!!!
Tears drop whenever talk to him, skype with him, bbm with him, chat with him and say goodbye to him. Whenever think of him, my tears are going to drop out. I miss him so much. I wanna stay by his side... I WANT HIM SO BADLY!!!

Intern Life

My intern life doesn't fun as before. Like... Everything change? The feel change... I don't know how to describe everything here. Seriously... I want to back KL so BADLY!!
I cried this few days... Without any reason.. I don't know what's the reason make my tears dropped. I really don't know. I felt so tired! Start to feel bored with everything here. I don't like this feeling.
Can I just stop everything here and go back KL NOW? Can I just stop my internship?
I told him... He asked me to be strong and everything will be fine. Just be strong. STRONG!! Ya.. Be strong... and I have 2 months to go.. Just 2 months left. Time is flying... Everything will over. Just stay STRONG!!!

Arghh!!

I was so angry this 2 days! Somethings happened and I hate it! I make me change my mind! I hate this! I hate to be here!

I hated this kind of arrangement! I hate this kind of of management! Seriously!! You can arrange people to any where you want and you can arrange anything as you like. Did you think of other people at the same time? Do they like it? Do they will comfortable with your arrangement?Did you think about that? 

Arghhh!!!! Really piss me off!!!

Next,

You, You, You and YOU! Seriously, I don't really like you attitude.

You, Ask you work, you pattern a lot!

You, ask you work, you do other thing!

You, Know how to say people but not yourself!

You, Talk more than work!

Arghhh!!!

Okay.. Now, everyone will do mistake. No one is perfect. I'm just a trainee here! When I did wrong, don't so surprise.. Okay... What you did doesn't mean I did before! I don't think you never did any mistake before! Everyone also learned from mistake! Okay?!

You guys spoiled my day!!!

13/2/12

今天很开心很开心...
他来了!!!
他来了!!!
哈哈~
他捧了一束玫瑰花来了...
这是我第一次收到花
你能想象我当时的开心吗？
我真的不知道要怎么形容...
反正就是很开心...
哈哈~
他原本要给我惊喜~
可是，
却失败了...
因为，
他来的时候我就站在酒店门口...
我看见他了...

有时候很讨厌自己...
讨厌自己为什么直觉那么准？
在他告诉我没来的时候，
我已经猜到他会来...
所以，
就没有惊喜了啊！
天啊！
可不可以就那么一次给我惊喜啊？
我不要这么准的直觉啊~~
这样就很没趣了啊！！

情人节 ？？？

还有三天就是情人节了...

今年的情人节，

我又要一个人过了吗？

有点很失落的感觉...

可是，

能怎么样呢？

谁叫我们分隔两地？

算了吧...

一个人就一个人吧~

也不是没试过一个人...

今年的情人节...

虽然是一个人...

可是，

没关系...

因为，

我会对自己很好的...

哈哈~

后天，13号，

我就check in进自己training的resort住了啊~

住两个晚上...

哈哈~

这么特别的节日，

当然要让自己好过点啊~

呵呵~

hmmm~

开心~

期待~

哈哈~

还有就是，

这两天啊~

不知怎么搞的...

总是没什么心情~

也不知道原因...

我到底是怎么了呢？？？

='(

Februay

二月了！！

还有两个月，

我就能回kl了！

时间过得真的真的超级快... 

我这几天想了很多东西...

“我要改变！！”

从外表，到内心，彻底的改变...

外表... 

我开始在留长发了...

短发了几年，

是时候做些改变了...

还有，

我又肥了啦！

要开始减肥了...

一个月之内，

要自己瘦最少3kg!!!

应该可以吧？

加油！

至于内心，

要怎么改呢？

我，

要更坚强，

更勇敢...

把坏习惯改掉...

做什么事情都好，

要三思...

要很努力...

很努力...

我在学习...

不断学习...

一直让自己改变...

让自己的生活更上一成楼...

我知道我一定可以的...

加油！！！！

Happy Chinese New Year ♥

Happy Chinese New Year to all my dear readers... Sorry for the late post about my Chinese New Year...
This year is the worst Chinese New Year for me...

Reason : I was working during Chinese New Year!!!

So sad... Chinese New Year I got NO angpau from anyone!!! I wanted to back home!!! I don't want to be here!!!  :'(

27 Jan, my family came to Cameron Highlands! And of course, I got my angpau finally!! :D Gamble with my cousin then went to Starbucks Cameron Highlands with my aunty, uncle, brother and cousin. 

The next day which is 28th Jan, I worked until 1pm then took bus back to KL... Go to dear's house. Got a big big angpau from his mother :D Thanks Aunty...

The next day, dear and I went to Port Dickson.. We had our honeymoon there... We stayed at Grand Lexis Port Dickson... Do nothing there. Just swim in the private pool. Back to KL the next day. 

That's how my Chinese New Year... Sad right? :'(

Happy New Year

Happy New Year!!!

Everyone is celebrating New Year but I still need to work. How sad? L So, New Year new resolution. Have you write down your New Year resolution for this year?

My New Year resolution:

•        Be happy always. Make myself happy all the time!
•        Not allowed to be stubborn like pass year.
•        Change myself from heart to outlook!
•        Learn to appreciate all the time. Appreciate what I had.
•        Be strong, be tough!
•        Keep my weight between 45-47!!! :P
•         Travel around!

As planned, I want to go travel!!! Play around!!!

• -          Berjaya Hills
• -          Malacca
• -          Pulau Tioman
• -          Redang
• -          Langkawi
• -          Penang
• -          Sabah
• -          Sarawak
• -          Singapore
• -          Bali
• -          Krabi

These are some of the places I want to go this year. OMG!!! Someone go with me??? J