EXAM!!!

OH NO!!!
time gone very fast~ It's already the end of second semester~ and FINAL EXAM is COMING!!!
OH NO!!!!(again)
Let's share something about my second semester~
In this semester, something change~ My love story, my friend, my bla bla bla... A lot of things happen in this semester~
First, about my college life...
Second semester~ I need to study management, pastry, CRO, and com app...
4 subjects...
Management~ Very hard~need to work harder harder and harder because a lot of things need to memorize... And confuse with a lot of that... So... just hope i can pass the exam... And I always do my best to understand it...
Pastry~ Practical and theory~ Practical is ok for me because i like to baked cake~ but hate to wash all the things... everytime after pastry practical class, i need to wash the bowls that we used... Dun know why... But... NVM... It's already over... For theory class, GOSH~ I learn nothing~ u know y? because i dun like theory class and the lecturer is very bored~ She just read from slide~ She is showing thatt she know how to read~ Okay~ Know how to read but dun know how to explain... So... I always skip her class~ Im a bad student~ Wakakakaka~
CRO~ Practical and theory~ Service practical and kitchen practical~ like learn nothing~ just follow what they did~ Speechless~ For theory~ I still ok with it... Im not that bad right?
com app~ OH NO!!! I never enter this class also... Always skip class until the lecturer complain me~ too bad~ I hate this!!!! The reason y i skip this class is the lecturer is super super bored~ When he talking in front, i can fall asleep~ so better let me sleep in house or library so that i wont hurt him~ hahahahaha~
Oh ya... before forget... i resit EAP this semester~ Hope i can pass ><> Hahahaha~

害怕~

好心痛哦~ 痛痛痛痛痛~ 我是怎么了呢？ 知道他还把前女友的东西收着~ 怎么会有心酸的感觉？ 怎么我会想哭？ 之前都已经看过了啊~ 可是为什么？ 当我把那些信， 一封一封拆开读的时候~ 我会很想哭？ 怎么突然在害怕？ 他就在我身边啊~ 我在怕什么？ 看着他睡觉的样子~ 看着他在我身边~ 怎么我在害怕？ 为什么感觉怪怪的？ 他看了看我~ 问我什么事？ 怎么看起来怪怪的？ 我什么话也没有说~ 只是抱着他~ 摇摇头~ 表示没事~ 继续睡觉~ 抱着他~ 我的眼泪已经流了下来~ 为了不让她看见我在哭， 我用手遮着他的眼睛~ 他问我为什么不让他看我~ 我没回答~ 当他把我手拿开~ 我用很快的速度， 躲进他的怀里， 不让他看到我的眼泪~ 他把我的头抬起来~ 看到了我的眼泪~ 就一直追问我到底发生了什么事~ 我的眼泪停不了~ 他越是问~ 我越想哭~ 我说~ 我突然觉得很害怕~ 我害怕失去你~ 害怕你会离开我~ 害怕我们会分开~ 他看着我~ 把我抱在怀里， 对我说~ 傻婆~ 别在那边乱想了~ 不会的~ 以后的路我都会陪你走~ 好不好？ 我点点头~ 微笑了~

不知道为什么？ 我竟然会害怕失去你~ 很可笑~ 竟然短短的一个月~ 我会怕到在你面前流眼泪~ 这是我第一次， 为你掉眼泪~ 这是我第一次觉得这么害怕~ 莫名的害怕~ 即使我们现在是多么的幸福~ 即使我们多么地令旁人羡慕~ 即使我知道~ 你真的很疼我~ 我是真的感受到你的真心~ 我是真的知道~ 你爱我~ 我也知道~ 我自己有多爱你~

dear~ 真的可以做到吗？ 我真的不想再尝试失去的感觉了~ 我们要一起走下去~ 一直到最后~ 就一直这样好吗？

我不是什么都没有做

很奇怪一些人~
明明与他无关的事，
就是爱介入~
你要对号入座，
我没办法~
随便你怎么说~
I DUN CARE~
我说的是其他人~
不是全部~
我承认，
我用的词语是“全部”~
但我的意思并不是全部~
用错词，
让你误会，
我感到抱歉~

虽然我是每天对电脑~
但至少我有把自己的东西做好~
每次回到家~
地上的头发多到数不清~
我不是在说你~
也不是针对谁~
我知道你每次来的时候都会打扫~
只是我想说的是，
有用客厅的~
不是都应该扫一扫吗？
每次我扫地的时候，
你不在~
你看不到~
所以你会认为我什么都没做~
我也不需要故意在你面前扫地，
证明给你看我有打扫~
有没有打扫，
我自己很清楚~
所以，
不要以为我只是对着电脑什么都没做~
我做的时候只是你看不到~

lot of thing want to share ^^

hello friends~
I'm back ^^
hehe~
long time din update my blog le lo...
miss me?
hhhmmmm...
a lot of thing happen this few days but lazy to type so din share with you all...
sssOOORRRyyy~~~

first, talk about 9/11~
my brother, from singapore came back to malaysia.
he came KL with my best fren, Vicky and a girl name Samantha...
Actually my brother came to cut his hair and buy shirt...
Everytime he came sure find me out...
Haha~
My Serene aunty also came that day...
having lunch with Serene aunty, her friend and my dear Dannis at BBQ Plaza~
Before leave there, we gave some feedback to them....
All are bad things...
a lot of things need to improve expecially SERVICE~
Having dinner with Vicky, my brother, Serene aunty, Annie aunty, and her naughty daughter and son which are Yong Bao, and Yong Wei at Saga Mountain...
the steak there very nice and view also not bad~
After dinner, Sing K with my brother and Vicky at Neway~
Until 1am~
My dear Dannis come and fetch me back....
THANK YOU dear~ love you ^^

The next day,10/11
Having breakfast with Vicky and Samantha at Kim Gary~
After that, go for class lo...
Finished class,wait my dear finished work then back home lo...
And today~
TODAY~ TODAY~
10/11
1 month with my dear le lo...
BUT~
dear like forgot already...
A bit dissappointed...
and nothing special on that day~ :(

the next few day...
hhmmm...
Monday NO CLASS~
TUESDAY~
Hohohoho~
SERVICE PRACTICAL EXAM~
Full reservation~
BUSy BUSY bUSY~
Walao~
Tired o...
finally~
Operation finished~
PASS~
HURRAY~

WEDNESDAY
HOLIDAY~~~
Woke up at 12pm something~
having my breakfast + lunch~
PIZZAHUT~
nice nice~
then go cut my hair lo...
Then back homee~
Dinner then go Connaught Pasar Malam~
Back home then sleep~

THURSDAY
Again... Holiday~
Nothing to do...
Stay at home with dear~
Having lunch back to bed again~
Dinner time~
Suddenly someone call me and told me that Friday need to pass up Pastry Recipe Book~
OMG!!!
I havenn done yet~
And my good good good team member ask me pass up the assignment too chef!!
SHIT!!!
I already finished all things and email to u!
i ask u check and pass up to chef after do correction!
Now u ask me pass up to chef!
i F u!
continue with my recipe book~
dear gave me his recipe book~
So i just forward~
Check email~
OMG!!!
again~
What is this?
PM revision question~
Now only get it and need to discuss tomorow~
OMG!!!
No choice~
have to finished it~
Do the 11 question~
3 more questio to do...
My eyes cant open at all~
AIYA!!!
Do tomorrow~
Kept everything~
Go sleep~

Friday~
Finally friday~
after class and having dinner with my dear~
back to wangsa~
Walao~
Electric, water, tmnet, gas~
all need to pay~
Suddenly feel not worth~
I din use it also need to pay?
WTF!!!
Feel myself like water fish lo~
Din use also need to pay~
1 month 30 days~
oni the 2 or 3 days im at home~
but all the bills and rental still need to pay for it~
Never use also~
Haizzzz
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!
I NEED MONEY!!!
NO MONEY :(

每个人都有过去

每个人都有过去~
你有~
我也有~
想问问，
有多少个人敢在自己喜欢的人面前说自己的过去？
即使是多么的不愉快～
多么的羞耻～
多么的坏～
又有多少人可以接受自己另一半的过去？
即使多么的不好～

你可以吗？
说真的，
有时候我自己也做不到～
因为爱他，
所以会在乎他的一切～
包括他的过去～
但这些在乎，
并不是知道了而让自己在那边生闷气～
而是让他不再经历同样的事情～
所以我很喜欢问我另一半的过去～
我想要知道他的过去是怎样的～
然后尽全力不让他过回以前的生活～
所以～
我的另一半～
如果我问起你的过去，
千万不要因为害怕我胡思乱想而不告诉我你真正的过去～
因为我想要你比以前快乐~
想让我们都幸福~

101010

Hhhmmm... Almost 1 month didn't update my blog le o... haha~ many thing say but lazy type so didn' update my blog... haha~All right... Few thing want to share with u all today...
10/10/10- Yeah Yeah~~ 101010... A wonderful date... Today, me, Dannis, Nicole, Cheryl Lim, Cheryl Tan, and Alvin joined the NIKE RUN- We Run Kuala Lumpur... Over night at Nicole's home because me need to wake up early and go to Kepong Central on the next day(10/10/10). 4.30am, Nicole wake us up... After prepared everything, went to take KTM to Kepong Central... Cheryl Tan and Alvin were waiting us there. Alvin and Cheryl fetch us to KLCC... When we reach there... Hey... Who are them? Oooo... Our college student... They joined this nike run too... haha~ OKAY~ stop with this bla bla thing... start run lo... OMG!!! 5 km... Shit Shit Shit!!! Didn't exercise for almost 1 year then now run 5km... Geng lo.... haha~ 5km... Run it... I know i can do it... Along the journey, Dannis always beside me, accompany me until i finished the run.... Thank you Dannis~ Haha^^ Finally... Finally...God Bless me... I finished 5km within 1 hour by half run half walk.... Thanks GOD!!! After finished the 5km run, we get souvenier at the destination... 2 "CUTE" nike doll... Haha~ But I lost 1 of it... SAD (T.T) While waiting to go, took photo lo... haha~A memorable day~ After that, we went back to Kepong having our breakfast with Marco and Tien Xia lo... Then we went to Cheryl's new house's club~ Take bath and sitting there chit chat... Dun know until what time... went back home lo.... 101010, I wont forget... The day im with u... I'm in a relatonship with Dannis on this day... Hope u are my last... Okay... Finished story 101010. Now is 11/10/10... My leg pain until i feel like want die... Have class today...have to go and need to stand for whole day... Oh Golly!!! Help me><" Hhhmmm.. All right... Time went fast... This few week, nothing special... And now is already November... OMG!! November... Few more week will be the end of this semester... so fast... like learn nothing in this semester... Exam is coming... But what in my brain is nothing... No eyes see for this semester results... what can i do now is just do revision at home and do my best for thee exam... Hope my CGPA can over 2.0 this time... GAMBATEH!!! Dun noe what im thinking now... Feel like want give up this course. But I cant... STAY STRONG CINDY!!!! You can do it... This word always in my mind... STAY STRONG!! I CAN DO IT!!! okay okay okay... stay strong.... i can do it...