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A friend...
What is friend? Any answer? Any defination?

A friend is the person who help you when you're in trouble.

A friend is the person who care about you when you're facing some problem.
A friend is the person who care about how you treat them.
A friend is the person who talk to you when he/she need a listener.
A friend is the person who listen to you when you talk to them.
A friend is the person who lent you their shoulder when you need it.
A friend is the person who will tell you everything about him/her.
A friend...

Ya!
This is a friend.

I forgot since when we far away from each other.
Last year?
This year?

Do you remember the time when we hang out togather?
Do you remember the time we tell our secret to each other?
Do you remember the time when we having lunch togather?
Do you remember the time when we shopping togather?
Do you remember the time when we went to steamboat togather?
Do you remember the memories between us?
Do you remember???

A lot of questions on my mind now.
Keep asking myself
What is the reason?
What make us change?
Time?
Distance?
Or something happened between us but I don't know.

Since when we not close to each other?
Since when we don't tell anything to each other?
Since when we don't hang out togather?
Since when we changed?

Question again.
Tried to find an answer for it.
But there is no answer in my heart.
I can't find any answer.

Can you tell me?
Can you tell me what had happened?
Can you tell me if you dun like me?
Can you tell me if I make you angry?
Can you tell me if I did wrong?

I really appreciate the friendship between us.

I tried to find a topic for us,
but I failed.
I tried to know what you had happened,
but I failed.
I tried to get in your topic,
but I failed.
I tried to do anything,
and I failed too.

Why it become like that?
Everyone will just keep far away from me.
From a best friend to a friend.
From a friend to a stranger.

At some time in the past,
we were best friend.
At some time in the past,
we shared anything.
At some time in the past,
we...

Now,
we not as good as before.
Now,
we not sharing anything.
Now,
everything change.

Why I always fail in friendship? 

Maybe I'm just not a good friend for anyone.

I'm just a failure in friendship.

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