Now, not even reach 10 message per day.
2 months before, we can call for few hours and talk for few hours eventhough we got nothing to say and just keep quiet but we still can feel happy because we were keep in touch.
Now, we only call before sleep and there is only 45 minutes.
In this 45 minutes, we say nothing.
In this 45 minutes, we just keep quiet and waiting for each other to sleep.
In this 45 minutes, what you always say to me is, "dear, I'm very tired today. I want sleep dy."
Do you know?
In this 45 minutes, I got a lot of things to say. BUt I didn't tell because you said that you are tired and want to sleep.
In this 45 minnutes, I hope youu will tell me what had happened and how was your day but you didn't tell.
In this 45 minutes, I hope you will asked me how am I today? Is't everything fine? Is't good? Are you happy today? Are you missing me? But, you didn't...
Something change in this 2 months time.
It's changing. From 100 message changed too 10 message per day.A few hours call change to 45 minutes or even less than 45 minutes call.
Many unwilling things happened on me but you don't know because you never ask. When I told you what had happened, did you listen to what I said?Did you? I don't know. I always tell myself that you did! You're always listen to me because you love me.
Sometimes, I wish you're beside me when I was awake from a bad night mare.
Sometimes, I wish you're beside me when some unwilling things happened on me.
Let me your shoulder, give me a big hug, and say that you will always with me no matter what happen.
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