it's late

now...
the clock is showing 3.40am...
but i still in front of my laptop...
facing my facebook...
my blog...
my mind...
thinking something...
Cant fall in sleep...
Dun noe why...
Feel like something will happen...
UNEASY!!!
what will happen?
What i'm thinking right now、
I noe i'm scare now...

today...
i received a call..
From my ex bf...
Not J But R...(R is my ex bf b4 J...dun get confused)
he called me today...
Suprised with this...
juz to greet me...
lol...
He said tomorrow he come to kl....
And maybe he will come n find me...
Suddenly...
I scare...
What I scare?
I dun noe...
This is the reason why i cant sleep even now is 4 am and i hav class at 8.30am?
Erm....
I also dun noe~

What's in my mind now?
something flash back~
R?
NO!!!
It's not R!!!
It's J!!!
All the memories...
Everything...
Flash in my mind...
STOP IT PLEASE!!!!
Again...
My tears drop out again...
Dun noe why...
Someone can help me?