16/9/10

go back to PAHANG today...
bored at wangsa maju~
3pm de bus...
hhhmmmm...
Waiting time to pass~
very slow lei!!
Finally...
3pm...
My seat-No.4~
same wif last time...
Same seat...
Same time...
Same way...
Suddenly...
i miss you so much~
and...
My TEARS...
Drop out again...
STOP IT Cindy Yap!!!!
I told myself...
Used the hand that u had holded b4 to wipe my tears...
STOP cry...
But...
my tears still came out NON-STOP...
But...
You won't know...
I'm thinking of you along the way back to Pahang...
Can't stop...
Dun noe y...
IDIOT!!!!
Maybe...

After 2 and half hours...
Reach bus stop...
Call my dad come to fetch me....
Wait abt half an hour...
Damn...
Bored lei~~~
Daddy faster come la...

When I reach home...
i go find my grandmother...
She was very happy when saw me...
The 1st question she asked was: where is ur boyfriend?Why he didn't followed u come back？
When she asked this question, she have a very nice smile on her face...
I know she like him...
I know what she hope...
I looking at her...
Dun noe how to tell her that we are broke...
What I said was...
He is working and busy... So can't back with me...
But the truth was we are broke up...
Grandma... I'm sorry because I'm a lier...
i lie you...
I really dun noe how to tell you the truth...

My grandma told me her story...
How she accepted my grandpa...
How they faced all the problems...
Both of their family disagree they couple...
But at last...
They still married...
Because they lve each other...
They faced every poblem together...
They not give up because of each other...
They strive for their future...
They stay strong because oh each other...

The reason why my gandmother told me her story is because she want me to treasure...
She always hope that she can c me when I get marry...
She hope to c me wear wedding dress...
She hope me can get a good husband...
She hope me to be a good wife...
She hope me happy always...

But...
Grandma...
Sorry that I make you dissapointed...
I din treasure the one who love me and care ma...
I din treasure the time when he was beside me....
Sorry that I din tell you the truth....

SORRY...