Unwilling

Mood down since few days ago... Almost 1 week already... Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me now? Even myself also don't know why. Everyday doing the same things... Repeat repeat and REPEAT! How bored is my life now? NO IDEA!!
I cried few days continuously like raining everyday??? The mood is super down! I hate it! Hate the feeling! I hate everything now! I don't like my job, don't like the place! I'm so regret now! Tell me what to do... Teach me what to do... PLEASE!!!
Tears drop whenever talk to him, skype with him, bbm with him, chat with him and say goodbye to him. Whenever think of him, my tears are going to drop out. I miss him so much. I wanna stay by his side... I WANT HIM SO BADLY!!!