Do you really know?

Do you really know what kind of people I am?
My attitude
My favourite
My hobby
My thought
My everything..u don't know,

Do you really know?
If you don't know,
Please ask...
I'll tell...

Photo Shooting

我很爱拍照...一直想着有一天可以像很多朋友那样，可以被一些photographer shoot...
之前是认识了蛮多photographer...一直说要shooting...可是到最后也只是说说...
现在，我终于有这个机会了...在我resort做工的一个room attendant是为摄影师...他并不是什么专业摄影师...还是初学者...那天，我找他为我拍照...那是我第一次shooting...他还答应我会带我去ipoh跟他朋友们一起shooting...找我做他们的模特儿...说真的，当时我很高兴...因为，这是我的愿望...
星期日那天，终于有这个机会了...我跟着他去了Ipoh shooting...一去到...才知道有很多photographer...大概有10位吧...我超级兴奋...迫不及待要开始拍照...
去到拍摄地点后，就开始了shooting...一直拍拍拍...我真的很开心...很开心...他们都很好...不会看不起华人...他们知道我第一次拍...对我都很有耐性...他们只是叫我自然就好...不要做作就可以了...要享受...最让我觉得好笑的是，有两个photographer唱反调...一个叫我笑，另一个叫我不要笑...弄到我也不知道该怎么做...哈哈...

我们都尝试了不同的拍摄方式和地点...最最最危险的是，我们竟然趁着红灯的时候，站在马路中间拍...当时我真的是超级害怕...但是，很好玩...哈哈...

还有在草地的...我很喜欢...

还有一些很自然的时候

还有还有...在火车站拍的

最后... GROUP PHOTO...超喜欢的

累

今天，
很累很累...
早上6点就起身了...
原本今天是offday的...
可是因为F&B很忙，
所以要去帮忙了咯...
Haizz...
明天也一样...
今天是我来cameron这么久以来，
最早起身去做工的一天...
:(
真的会很累...

还有，
亲爱的，
对不起...
我知道你担心我...
可是，
我真的不是故意不听电话...
我的电话没电了...
今天也忙了一整天...
我其实很累...
很想快点回家休息...
可是没办法...
因为工作...
真的很对不起...
我爱你...

HR Department

I'm sorry... Long time didn't update about my intern life here. Hehe.. Time flies... And now, I'm in HR department!!! Before I was in Front Office.
Guest what? I'm so happy because FINALLY I left Front Office!!! Why do I say so? It is because I don't really like front office! Reason??? Er...Because of certain reason make me don't like it. I mean the management and some of the arrangement. The way they treat trainee, I don't really like it! Seriously! I have been cried for few times when I was in Front Office Department! and because of that, I was not willing to come back here again! I wanna stay in KL so badly! But.. Actually the front desk staffs are quick nice and fun. I did had fun with them.
And now, I'm in my last department- Human Resources. First day worked, nothing to do.I was bored like hell! Second day, busy like hell.. I need to prepare the accommodation to new staff before they coming in.. Get the utility bill from TNB and JPA. Helped in front office and housekeeping because they were busy. Then brought the new staff to her hostel and briefed her about shuttle schedule and others things. Then meeting regarding 5 stars award.
Today is my third day in HR department. When I reached resort this morning, my manager asked me to help F&B because they have no enough staff to work for breakfast and they are busy today. I have no choice :( It's my first time in F&B department here. Luckily I did learned some service skill when I was in my college :D So, I manage to serve it in right way. But what I do is only serve coffee and tea. Haha. After breakfast time, my GM said I can back to HR. I went to kitchen and the chef cooked some breakfast for me! Hehe.. Thank you Chef Lxxxg.. ;) HR nothing to do!!! Very bored a!! I'm now sitting in office playing facebook and update my blog!! Haha :D

分离
真的很需要很大的勇气
arghhh!!!
我不要回去cameron啊！！
我想一直一直在他身边
:'(
baby baby
我很想念你啊!!
时间快快过好吗？
我很想快点回去啊!!!

朋友

真的好想问一句...
你好吗？
你看起来很不开心...
怎么了吗？
是不是发生什么事情了呢？

虽然，
我知道你很讨厌我...
但是，
我真心把你当朋友...
真的...
即使你很讨厌我...
我还是希望你过得很好...
加油 :)

人就是那么犯贱

我说人就是犯贱的...
越得不到的东西，
越想得到...
明明不应该知道的东西，
却会寻根究底的，
把事情的来龙去脉，
把所有的东西都弄清楚...
即使，
明明清楚知道，
知道后或许会很难过很痛苦...
但就是很犯贱的，
去看个究竟...

我承认我很犯贱...
我的好奇心很强...
不管什么事，
我都会去查个究竟，
看个清楚...
我会对过去的事情很好奇...
我会对未来很好奇...
很多时候，
是我让我自己难过了...
是我让我自己不开心了...
是我让我自己难受了...

举个例子说...
我明明知道选择这条路，
会失去很多...
但我还是选择了...
很犯贱，
对吗？

很多时候，
人犯贱都是为自己好...
只想到自己...
人犯贱，
也是因为好奇心强...
什么都想知道...

犯贱，
不一定是坏事...
知道为什么吗？
因为我的犯贱，
我成功了...
因为我的犯贱，
我现在都过得很开心...
因为我的犯贱，
我学习到了很多...
因为我的犯贱，
我知道自己的耐力...
因为我的犯贱，
我看到了很多东西...

IGNORE!!!

I HATE MYSELF WHEN YOU IGNORE ME!
I HATE THE FEELING!
I HATE EVERYTHING HAPPENED ON ME RIGHT NOW!
DON'T YOU KNOW THAT?
THINK OF ME, PLEASE...

DON'T IGNORE ME WHEN I NEED YOU...
DON'T IGNOE ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU...
DON'T IGNORE ME WHEN I'M NOT BESIDE OF YOU...

I NEED YOU NOW...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO I AN TALK TO...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTAND ME...
I NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOW MY FEELING RIGHT NOW...