ρоρо вιяτнdαч & ωεddιиg dιииεя @ мεlαссα ♥♥

26th March

нαρρч вιяτнdαч τо dεαя's ρоρо ♥♥
 

Celebrated dear's popo 80 years old birthay at Melia Seasous Restaurant. Today me and dear were rushed. Rushed to everywhere.Woke up at 1++pm. After prepared everything, went to Sri Petaling LRT Station to meet boss. He brought us to metropolitan square to see our working place on monday. Lost when going to Sri Petaling. Finally, we found it. It just near Bukit Jalil. == Met him around 3++pm. Straight away went to Metropolitan Square to see our working place. After that, back to Kajang. Lost again. What to say is, Malaysia signboard really SUCK!!! Before back home, dear brought me to Balakong to find my friend. My friend help me set my hair. I love it so much ♥ Thank you Ken ^^ After set my hair, back home. Make up quickly. Just simply make up. Then change cloth, and go out. Oh ya, before that, keep some clothes because we didn't came back tonight. 

Melia Seasous Restaurant, a very nice restaurant. Food were nice, services not bad also.  Finished around 11++pm. Then straight away went to Melacca. Tomorrow will be another dinner. Slept in car because too tired. Reach around 1am. Went to apartment which dear's uncle rent to us.

27th March--- Dear's ccousin wedding dinner @ Melacca

Happy Wedding to dear's cousin

Woke up early today. Yesterday slept at 2++am, today wake up at 9am. Very tired. Brush teeth, take bath, then make up. Went to hotel's cafe having our breakfast. After finished our breakfast, went to dear's uncle house. Bridegroom and bridal were already there.  After all ceremony, went to banquet to attend their wedding dinner. I love the view there because I can see the sea view from car park ♥ Haha. After finished wedding dinner, it's time to back to Kajang lo. Before back to Kajang, dear's dad brought us to Melacca Jonker Street. Just walk around the street. Buy soemthing to dear's sister and brother. Of course also me and dear. Haha^^ Then back to Kajang lo. Slept in car along the way back to Kajang. I was freaking tired!! And finally, reach home lo~ Forgot what time le. Haha~ Then take bath and went out again to take flyers from Qing Xiang for my work tommorrow. Then having tea with them then back home sleep. Next day have to work again. Need to wake up early! Oh No!!!

last day of service practical ♥

Well~ Yesterday was my last day service practical and also my exam. I'm super duper nervous! I scared I will do wrong the fail in exam. 

I'm the station waiter for table 3. What i need to do are just take order and served them. What I did in my exam? Once they having their seat, give menu to them, I introduce myself to them. After make sure they had prepare to take order, I take order for them. They are very kind. Everything was not bad actually. I got a good feedback from the table I serve. Wee ^^

• service efficient.
• food were nice.
• understand their needs.
• evrything were good.

I was like flying up when I heard the feedback from them. Hehe ^^ But I knew that I did some mistake too~ I forgot to collect the menu after take order, I didn't get well undertsand what my guest request. When a guest request to bill, I heard that she need a toothpick. Then I gave a toothpick. Then she asked for bill again. I was like Oh Shit! I did wrong~ Sorry to Su Mei. 

Finally, operation finished. Cleaning. After clean everything, briefing time. Our lecturer not satisfy with our performance. She said we are bad. A lot of mistakes was did. And she want us to improve in next week buffet exam. That will be the last chance for us to get marks. She pointed out our mistakes. Very straightforward. It's good or us so that we know our mistakes and learn from mistakes.

And now, my service practical was end! I was super happy because i don't have service class anymore. And also kitchen, next week will be my last week. Yeah! No need too wear chef uniform and service uniform anymore! Yes! Yes! Yes! Hahahaha! Gambateh for next week ♥

朋友，你不喜欢我吗？

我可以说什么？真的好难过哦~不敢相信眼睛所看到的东西~那，是真的吗？我反反复复地看了好几次。我希望我看错了！可是，事实就是如此！可以怎样？
那么久了~你知道，我真的很难过，很心疼吗？你知道，我多么希望这一切不是真的吗？我珍惜你，因为我觉得我们很多时候都很像~回想起以前，我们一起笑，一起玩，一起哭...有什么事都好，我们都会互相安慰，互相鼓励~可是现在...怎么会变成这样呢？是我变了，还是你变了？还是说，我们都变了？
好想知道，什么原因让你不喜欢我？什么原因，把我们的友谊破坏了？你叫我帮你做的东西，我都做好给你了~结果呢？你不再找我了~每次都告诉自己，是我想太多了~没事的~没事的~可是现在，事实就摆在眼前了~我还能告诉自己说，是我想太多吗？我想，不能了~
我一直想搞清楚事情，可是我该怎么开口呢？如果从你口中说出来的，不是我希望的，我会更难过！如果你说没有，我又会觉得，那你那信息又是什么意思？到底哪个是真，哪个是假？
我现在，每次没事做的时候，就会想起你的信息~真的好想问一句，朋友，你不喜欢我吗？

我的朋友

朋友一生一起走，

那些日子不再有，

一句话，一辈子，

一生情，一杯酒；

朋友不曾孤单过，

一生朋友你会懂，

还有伤，还有痛，

还要走，还有我。

记得，小学毕业的时候我们都唱着这首歌---朋友 ♥

很有意思，很感动的一首歌。

朋友，对你们来说，朋友到底是什么？一个可以交心的朋友，你可以找到多少个？一个？两个？三个？还是一个都找不到？

我小学的朋友，我不晓得你们是否看到我在这里写的东西~但是我真的想问一句，到底发生什么事了？为什么我们的友谊都不见了？是不是我做错些什么？还是，你们不喜欢我这个朋友？从我出kl读书到现在，每一次回来，找你们出来，我总是很努力地参与你们~参与你们的话题，我失败了。是因为我们没有常联络的关系吗？我很努力地参与你们的任何活动，可是我也失败了。我根本没办法参与。我不知道为什么！可以告诉我原因吗？是因为我在外面读书的关系吗？因为地方的距离，也把我们的友情拉开了。是这样吗？记得以前，我们常常一起去拜年，去玩~可是现在呢？怎么好象都不一样了？我被你们遗忘了吗？每一次，我都告诉自己，是自己想太多！我要自己不要乱想！可是，你们的冷漠，你们的态度，真的让我无法不想~我每次都在想，我到底做错了什么？就像今天在ktv的时候，怎么我一进去，你们全部都走出去聊天了？只是巧合吗？应该是吧~我坐在里面，看着在外面聊天的你们，你们聊的真开心~怎么我不在呢？怎么我就是不能参与你们的话题呢？怎么我会坐在里面看着你们呢？我很想走出去参与你们。可是我怕我一出去，你们又走进去或是停止话题~如果是那样的话，我该怎么办？

我想没有人会想要失去任何一个朋友~多个朋友总好过多个敌人。如果你们对我有什么不满的，告诉我，好吗？至少也给个机会我，让我改一改~

泓佑，恨我的人，我知道你不会看到这个post。所以想拜托看到这个post的人转告给他~我相信，一定有人会知道我在说谁~今天你看我男朋友的眼神，就想要把他杀了一样~拜托你不要用那眼神看我们~我们没有做错事~跟你说过，我什么都没说过~这一切只是误会~我知道你不会相信的~可是，我真的没有~请你相信我一次~你不想把我当朋友，没关系。但也别当我敌人，好啊？我们就当作不认识彼此就好了~见到面，不会打招呼，不会笑~就像陌生人一样，好吗？我不想要有敌人。恨一个人会很难受~

sεмεsτεя 3 xxx dιsταисε ωιll вε оυя τεsτ ♥

Hhhmmmm...I was thinking how to start my blog.*Hello people!It's me again?*/*Hello friends, I'm back!* Okay.. It's not important on how to start a blog.

Yeah~ Semester 3 end. Now enjoying my holidays^^ Oh! No No No!! Still waiting for my a la carte and buffet pactical exam. Would you guys come and support? 23th march, service practical exam, ala carte menu; 31st march, kitchen practical exam, buffet. More information, just send message to my facebook inbox (facebook--cindy_yap128@hotmail.com) 

3rd semester end.  What happened in this semester?

• 1. Always get sick.
• 2. My grandfather pass away.
• 3. I realized that I had lost some friends.
• 4. I hate accounting.
• 5. Marketing is not that easy.
• 6. I hate practical class. Kitchen and also service.

Anymore? Ya.. There are more and more... Can't count it >.<  Anyway, it's already pass. I was happy because I can endure this semester. Its not that hard. Trust myself that I can do it! Yeah~ I can! Hahahaha ^^

My holiday. Ishhh.. Just stay at home and din go anywhere. Dear is going to internship next semester. Next semester, manythings will change. Go to college alone, back home alone, eat alone, sleep alone, and etc. So sad! Dear! Im not willing to let you go!(Whatever, he don't care) No matter how many times I cried, I entreat, he don't care. Argue with him because of this stupid internship. Keep cried because of this! Haizzz..

Distance. A distance will be a test for me and you. Do you know I have no confidence to keep a distance relationship? Do you know that I'm scared? Do you know how hard feeling is it? I tried it before. Everytime also I failed. I scare I can keep it. I scare I will lost you. I scare everything. I have no confidence at all. Thats why I keep retain you. I don't want you go there. I don't want this test!

fоя чоυ & мε ♥

I really can't understand why some girls like to stick with the boy who already have girlfriend. I can't understand why some of the boy don't know how to avoid the girl who try to touch him or stick with him although he already have girlfriend.Can someone tell me please...

To girl, can you please keep a distance with the boy who already have girlfriend? Can you please don't try to too close with them? Can you please respect their girlfriend?  Please behave yourself...

To boy, do you know how to reject? Do you know your girlfriend's feeling when they saw u too close with other girls? Do you care?

No matter girls or boys, please think your other half's feeling. They care because they love you. Dun do something which can hurt them.

去吧

这几天，心里真的很不安~真的很不希望你去~一想到，我就会哭~我不知道为什么~我一直有很强烈的预感，一个很不好的预感~感觉有什么事情会发生~这就是为什么我一直要你留在我身边的原因~我的预感，很多时候都很准~可是你不知道~你不知道我害怕的是什么~你不知道我在担心什么~

昨晚，我发噩梦了~我梦到，我怕找不到你~我一直一直叫你，可是你没有回应~我一直找你，可是我找不到你~当我醒来，看见你在我身边，我才放心了一些~这两天，我都在哀求你，叫你不要去，可是怎么好想再为难你~只是希望你可以为了我留下来~还是这样，我为难你了？
我知道，我很自私~我很自私的要把你留在我身边~当我哭着求你留下来的时候，你只是叫我不要担心，没事的~难道，我的害怕，我的担心是多余的吗？如果没事还好~但是如果真的有什么事呢？我怎么办？还是是我自己想太多？

dear，你去吧~我不会再在跟你提起你去internship的东西了~我不会再在你面前哭着求你不要去了~你去吧~

123........

arghhhhhhh!!!很没心情啊！！！怎么办？我到底是怎么了？傻了？Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Ala Carte Practical考试过了，接下来就是theory考试了！可是我却没读书~怎么办？怎么办？根本就没心情读嘛！讨厌！讨厌！讨厌！

其实蛮多话想说的，但是有时候很懒惰打字，所以就没post咯~今天，总算有那个心情打字了~哈哈 XD

第一-

要说说，那天晚上（忘了几时）很讨厌咯！睡着觉的时候被个王八蛋打来吵醒~打来就骂我，说什么我跟他的女朋友说他的事~walao~什么事哦？我什么时候跟你的女朋友联络过哦？我什么时候跟你女朋友说你的东西哦？你有什么东西给我说哦？神经病！说我要破坏你们？先生，你以为你是谁哦？在你还没查清楚之前，请你不要乱骂人！你那个眼睛看见我跟他联络了啦？你那个耳朵听见我跟他说你的事了啦？拜托，不要乱说话！不要跟女朋友吵架就找我出气！我不是你的出气筒！ok?不过也算了吧~反正，在你心中我就是坏人~我也已经习惯了~也懒的理你那么多~

第二-

最近总是很emo咧~dear去internship的日子越接近，我越开心不起来~今天在facebook看到很多人都在说sabah kk会有天灾~很担心咧~dear要去那边的~今天还抱着他，哭着跟他说，叫他不要去，叫他留下来，换个地方~

dear，在kl就好了嘛~去那么远干嘛？为什么一定要跟着你的朋友？你去了那边，我一个人会很寂寞的~dear,不要去好吗？留在kl啦~不要去啦~我不要你去那么远~我会很担心的~我不要你去kk啊！！！留下来啦~please~dear dear dear~留下来，留下来，留下来！不要走啦~好吗？号码？好吗？留在kl啦~不要去kk啦~T.T

βιβυ вιвυ βlα βlα βlα

dang dang dang dang~

有些话想说-----

这几天，很过瘾~一直吃，吃了又吐=没吃~哈哈~跟liching一直说某人的事~她说中我的心事了哦~哈哈~在这里不说那么多~

先说，昨天跟dear,二哥，表弟还有表弟的女朋友到1 utama去走走哦~只是一下下啦~买了一件短裤~还有STICKY!!!一直很想要的~现在终于有了！谢谢dear~爱你 ♥♥

去1 utama的路上，我们迷路了~兜了很久才到！回家的路上，也迷路！只能说malaysia 的 sign board SUCK!!!结果，害我们去到kajang，然后再从kajang去到leisure mall！气死人了！浪费了超多时间的！晚上去fun ok庆祝文进的生日。回到家十二点多了~超累的~明天还有quiz~可是我却没读到书！-等死-

今天早上，原本打算去学校。可是，因为还是很不舒服，所以没去。又再去看医生~拿药，mc两天~医生叫我不要说话，让喉咙休息，不然会没声音~

万水千山总是情 聚散也有天注定...外公，安息吧~27/2

 万水千山总是情 聚散也有天注定

外公，您一路好走...

今天早上，正当我睡得正熟的时候，电话响起了~而且，响个不停。我一看，是妈妈打来的。那么早打来，会有什么事呢？

我： “喂...”

妈妈： “外公去世了，你要回来吗？”

我：（哭了） “回！回！回！我回！”

外公去世了？我在发梦吗？好突然哦~电话一挂，我的眼泪稀里哗啦的掉个不停~也吵醒了正睡得像猪的dear~吓到他了！他立刻抱着我，一直问我什么事，为什么哭~我说，我的外公去世了，我要回家。他急忙抱着我，安慰我~

我的外公一直有病，之前就已经知道会有这么一天。我们都做好心理准备了。他去世，该开心，还是伤心呢？开心，是因为他终于解脱了！不需要再被这些病魔折磨了！伤心，是因为我们失去了一位亲人！

我的外公，在他还在世的时候，我很少陪伴他，很少去他家。在记忆中，依稀记得外公以前对我说过的话。他总是对我说，要我好好读书，将来出人头地，不要被别人看不起，做个有用的人，可以自己努力赚钱，不要总是依靠别人。每一次见到他，同样的话总是重复又重复。有时候真的觉得有点烦。可是现在，想听也不能了！

 

回到家这几天，我都没掉过眼泪。不是因为我冷血，而是因为我在替外公感到高兴。他，终于解脱了！一直到外公出殡的那天，我真的忍不住了！我们陪他走完最后一程，真的是最后了！以后，再也见不到外公了~他，离开我们了！